Helpless Conditioning

A new suggestion

I've been given a new suggestion by sir that I'm only allowed to touch when I'm sucking on something... This makes me feel very flustered, aroused and used like the good little slut I am.

Crying is all right in its own way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do.

C.S. Lewis (via lotsofpinkplaid)

A new rule

Tonight sir decided to make it a rule that when I beg him for release I'll only ever to be able to cum from humping a certain plushie ><

Yes sir

Obedient pet

I've been such a good obedient pet for sir he's let me have release whenever I want as a special reward yesterday. Sir controls my mind and pleasure.

Sir is out for the day and I’m catching up on some work at home. Or at least, I’m trying to. But before he left this morning, Sir put my suction cup dildo on the office chair. I’m sitting here with it inside me, desperately trying to focus while I rock back and forth to feel it rubbing. I have to edge every time Sir texts me. It’s taking almost no time to get to the edge now. I’m so worried I’m going to cum by accident. If I can hold off, Sir promised to reward me later by letting me spend a long time sucking His cock. After four days without an orgasm, I’m such a cockhungry slut. But if I can’t… he promises I won’t like the resulting punishment.

8 months complete!

Well another month complete! A few days ago marked 8 months of orgasm denial for me!

It feels like time has just flown by! I can’t believe in a few short months it will be an entire year! Never ever did I think I could do this when I first started exploring! I have my friends and Sir to thank for that and are teaching me ever day and reminding me how good if feels to be a good girl ❤

Lately I have been extremely aroused to the point that im waking up dripping and desperate to edge. I even got in trouble one night because i edged without permission because i just couldn’t control my insane need building in me. Even after all this time im so aroused most days! Which makes it hard to concentrate some days but you learn to deal with it as it comes.

Im a better, happier girl, when i let someone else be in control😊 Though i truly love and am a sub at heart I have come to learn that I do enjoy taking control and having fun teasing others too. It helps when I don’t have permission myself to touch to make others touch for me haha

I don’t know how long this will last but I’m looking forward to finding out. ❤

- LovelyChica (sodance)

Craving

To be a good obedient submissive pet and for sir to use me.