To Start The New Year Well, I Finished Drawing Carla!

You Taught Me Love

LET’S FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOO

No joke you guys NEED to get more comfortable blocking people. No more insulting people in public over different blorbo opinions no more making 2k long posts on how whatever ship you don't like shouldn't exist we've grown past that shit. Consistent posts about shit that make you uncomfortable? Block. Rancid blorbo opinions? Block. Is mildly annoying in your replies? Block. Pisses you off for reasons so petty you could never admit it publicly? Block. YOUR mental health will improve from not being upset 24/7, THEIR mental health will not be at risk of you lashing out because you happened to catch their posts on a bad day, and EVERYONE ELSE will benefit from not seeing the most embarrassing arguments known to man on their dash. "Oooh but they didn't deserve it-" dude you're presumably running a personal blog as a hobby not a public service. Who fucking cares.

I love the ugliness of love. Removing love from its socially accepted roots. Love as not a mere source of tragedy and sadness, but as an active corruptive power over those it mystifies. Love as the addiction without cure and the wound forever bleeding. I love seeing the beauty of something so coveted spun on its head.

(THE BOOK OF BILL SPOILERS!!)

Thinking about Bill’s appearance at the end of the book…

[ID: BIll when confronting the Axolotl. He is shown in white silhouette, hovering in space, hovering neutrally. Notably, he has a massive crack running through his body, splitting him into multiple pieces, some of which are coming apart. /end ID]

When confronting the Axolotl, Bill is broken. The Axolotl even notes this: "Shattered, broken, not yet dead."

(Which, side note, makes me think Bill might have been lying about having been "kicked out of Hell," if he didn't actually die in Stan's head.)

[ID: Three pictures of Bill in the Theraprism. The first one shows him holding his hand against the side of his head in a dazed expression, sitting in a chair in a white padded room between a wizard with a clock for a face and Saturn (taken directly from the painting Saturn Devouring His Son). The second is a camera recording of him wearing an orange jumpsuit and kneeling in a cell, surrounded by arts and crafts tools, holding a pair of scissors, and beaming his thoughts frantically into a book. The third shows a mugshot of him staring blankly into the camera, his own name written on coded text below him. In all three images, he has a glowing scar where the cracks were, and is in one piece. /end ID]

When he's shown in the Theraprism, we see a glowing, static-y scar where the cracks were. The scar crosses his entire body (and even crosses to the other side of his eye without affecting it!), but he's actually whole, keeping himself together.

But then...

[ID: Two pictures of Bill from the last pages of the book. In the first one he is facing forward and holding up one finger, his eye reddened, his entire form glitching, and his crack is notably worse than prior, cracking through his eye, multiple smaller pieces drifting away. In the second one he is staring blankly at the viewer, his arms hanging limply, his eye wide and blank, the crack worse than the previous image, with more pieces floating away. /end ID]

In the last few pages, we see the scar is gone and the cracks are back, and even more of him is breaking away, including parts of his eye. It's especially bad in the last image, with even more pieces of him breaking away.

Also noteworthy is that the static texture behind him seems to be the same as the blood sample the US government took from him in the 1940s. He's bleeding.

We know from context that these images are meant to be taken somewhat chronologically. After dying (or nearly dying), Bill seeks out the Axolotl, who sends him to the Theraprism. While there, he writes the journal that he's beaming to us. The staff at the Theraprism catch onto this, and allow him to write out the last few pages, meaning those last few pages are chronologically the last of Bill we see.

This means that, after the events of the show, Bill was shattered... and then, upon entering the Theraprism, started to heal, his body coming together and scars forming... but at some point afterward, he started breaking apart again.

I'd made a post previously about Bill's development, how he views himself as a monster after the Euclidian Disaster, and how he continues to act monstrous afterward (and winds up agonizingly lonely as a result). I didn't really touch on this in the post, but I feel like after inadvertently destroying his home dimension...

Bill never left the denial phase of grief.

I could be wrong on this, but I get the feeling that part of his reason for acting monstrous toward just about everybody is because he sees himself as a monster, because "this is just how I am" is easier to accept than "I really really screwed up."

Bringing this back to his shattering... It's interesting to me that after entering the Theraprism, his body is scarring, which means it is healing. But then, at the end, as he's signing off the book, he's shattered again, and looking even worse than he did when talking to the Axolotl. When talking this over with a friend, they pointed out something that struck me:

Bill does not want to heal.

Healing means having to actually think through what happened. It means having to confront his past, confront destroying his home dimension, confront the harm he caused to others, confront the fact that he did not have to be this way.

And he refuses to do that.

He refuses to heal.

Heavenly Goddess

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Artist [ Afra-Raz ]

Admin's note : I always wanted to see Yui as a princess . She is so gorgeous in Princess dress .💘💘💘

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The moonlight shines its silver light on the ground . Tonight is a dream night for all vampires . A princess with golden hair and a face like a heavenly goddess walks in the city with tiny steps.

The beautiful princess looks at the moonlit sky and smiles. The stars reveal the beauty of the princess in the moonlight.

Princess Yui continues to walk . The city becomes shining from the steps and the beautiful face of a goddess . Like a light in the hearts of vampires , Princess Yui becomes a celestial goddess and their lover .

Nobody :

Solomon : Dost thou lie awake, my liege? 🌙

MC : I do, my Lord. Why dost thou ask?🌌

Solomon : I yearn for thy company in the garden. Wilt thou join me?🌹

MC : Tis late, my Lord. Should we not wait for the morrow?🌺

Solomon : The night is serene, and the stars sing of thee. Wilt thou not share this moment?🌠

MC : Thy words are enchanting, but what if we are discovered? 👀

Solomon : Fear not, my liege. The guards are at rest, and the night is our ally 🌜

MC : Thou art persistent, my Lord. What dost thou seek in the garden at this hour?🌿

Solomon : Only thy presence, for it brightens even the darkest night 💫

MC : That’s all?

Solomon : Very well. I crave not only thy presence but also thy touch, my liege

Solomon : Should we not let passion guide us? 🔥

MC : So be it, my Lord. If it be passion thou seekest, then passion thou shalt have

MC : I shall come to thee forthwith.🌹🔥

Solomon : Huzzah! 😍⚔️

Dabi/Touya Todoroki Meta Posts

(All these posts are written by several different writers/bloggers, not by me…)

When did Endeavor give up on Touya?

Dabi’s Found Heart

Touya & Tenko’s tears

Touya’s scarred heart

The Todoroki Legacy

Touya’s self-suicide

Was it ooc for Touya to not care about Natsuo?

Touya in PL war arc

Touya VS Shoto parallel

Touya VS Hawks parallel

Touya VS Tenko parallel

Touya’s fears of feelings and connections

Touya’s quote on Hero society

Touya VS Shoto parallel - 2

Touya’s sad expression

Villains - The Origin

The reason behind Touya’s tears

The Todorokis & the Shimuras

Endeavor for Touya’s sake

Touya earned Enji’s respect & fear

Touya’s emotions

Touya: A deeply hurt child

Touya VS Shoto parallel - 3

Touya to Shoto: “A Half-Baked Puppet”

Touya’s cat behavior

Touya VS Hawks parallel - 2

Touya, Society & Empathy

Touya VS Joker parallel

Touya exposing Enji to the public VS real-life Asian culture

What type of murderer is Touya?

Touya, Tenko & Hawks parallel

Deku to Touya in PL war arc

Effects of Emotional abuse

Enji to Touya: What went wrong?

Is Touya really abusing Shoto?

The Todoroki Family discourse

Touya VS Bakugo parallel

Touya VS Deku parallel

Touya’s accidental death

No one should be called a ‘villain’ for the rest of their lives

Heroes: Their crimes & punishment

Touya Todoroki: A good & caring person?

What exactly is Dabi’s ideology/philosophy?

The Todoroki family was never okay from the very start

Touya & his 3 years of comatose

Deku to Touya in PL war arc - 2

Touya, Enji, Shoto & Bakugo: Their metabolism

Understanding Little Touya’s behavior

Touya & his hair in various colors: The symbolism

Touya is a POWERHOUSE

Meaning of Touya - Touya & Arrows

Meaning of Touya - Touya & Lanterns

Enji naming his 1st son 'Touya’ VS the symbolism behind his super moves

Shoto to Touya VS Enji to Touya - The parallel

Touya Todoroki - The Dancer in The Dark

A daily reminder of abuse and trauma ft. Touya & Tenko

Enji to Touya VS All Might to Deku - The parallel

“Being different is scary”

Shoto to Touya: Hot udon & family grief

Touya, Tenko & Toga - “The house that denied me”

Touya & his friendship

Dabi meta compilation by dreamersleeps

Touya’s trolley problem

Touya & his siblings

Touya VS Aoyama - A Disposable life

Touya’s tears - Now VS Then

“A hero to whom?”

Touya & The Todorokis - Lost in darkness & distance

Touya, Tenko & Toga - “What does it mean to save?”

Touya & Hawks - Actions VS Justification

Toga to Touya - “Maybe you’re just bad at judging others”

Touya VS Stain: Their body count

Touya and the age gap between his siblings

Touya becoming Dabi: Endeavor’s reality check

Touya VS Shoto parallel - 4 

Touya to Rei - A Complicated Love 

Dabi, Gojo & Eren - Fuckboys Or Not?  

The Todoroki bros & their soba noodles 

Dabi just won’t die 

Shoto’s “Touya-Nii” 

The Sacrificial Lamb: Analyzing Touya’s quirk reveal 

Dabi: On Twice’s Death 

Dabi VS JJK’s Maki Zenin 

Todoroki Family Abuse Analysis  

Dabi VS JJK’s Maki Zenin: Part-2  

Endeavor’s Behavior Towards Touya: Mental & Emotional Abuse 

Understanding little Touya Todoroki’s behavior 

Touya and Rei’s complex relationship    

Little Touya Todoroki’s Trauma 

Kid Touya’s age and it’s significance  

League of Villains: Redemption Discourse 

Touya VS Deku parallel - 2 

Rei and Touya: A mother and son 

Touya to Toga: “Let’s smile, Himiko Toga.” 

Touya and Toga: The Villain Siblings 

Touya to Endeavor: “You lit the fire in me, Dad” 

The Tragedy of Touya Todoroki: Being Lied to and Discarded vs Just being neglected  

Touya-Nii-San: MHA’s Fuji Shikimori 

Dabi/Touya Todoroki: A Virgin, The Purest  

The Tragedy of Touya Todoroki 

guys i NEED sebaciel fanfic recommedations

I DONT KNOW WHERE TO START

baby scar boss can't wait for May 22 so he can beat the shit out of you :3