ok no because. ok no. no shut up i’m freaking out everybody BE COOL
manifesting and self concept has absolutely fucking shaken my entire existence in 2022 and january isn’t even over yet. i cannot explain to you how amazing the human experience becomes when you break free of the chains of modern life and accept that your will, as god, is the strongest force in your entire reality. you’re the one who makes the decisions - not your parents, not your friends, not the rude mf in your calculus class, not your teacher. nobody but you.
the first thing i’m going to tell you - physical results are very much real & they are intense. i look extremely different and i’m very happy about it. one of my main goals was to lose face fat and i can fucking assure you that, if you set the intention and hold firm faith in yourself, it happens. i’m not kidding when i say i went from having a chubby face to having the model-type “zero face fat percentage” down cold. i have … cheekbones? i have … a jawline..[l[.l;k;,lk[???? not only am i seeing it in myself but the people in my life have totally noticed the change too and it’s an incredible feeling having your self-work validated.
i’m somebody who uses a desired face; she’s an 80′s actor (who i’m kind of obsessed with because i am gay) and i manifested to look like she did in her youth. i’m not fucking kidding you when i say the supply teacher in my class asked if i was related to her. and yes i am still reeling bro this shit is absolutely fucking bizarre in the best possible way.
if that was big to you, idk if you’re ready for what i’m about to tell you. i can already tell some of you aren’t going to believe me but Tbh i do not care because i did it & that’s enough for me - i lost 9kg. that’s overnight. i hear you, baby manifester in the crowd, “that shit is not possible, the hoe is lying!” - i understand because i used to have your mindset. i used to base my manifestation on what we’re told is logical. what i thought i could do. i used to aim for absolute MAXIMUM 1.5kg weight loss a day because, even though it’s a lot, it’s borderline naturally attainable. fuck logic & fuck “natural” too. natural is a concept. logic is a concept. i told myself “i’m fucking limitless, i’m waking up at [xx]kg” and i believed it and it fucking happened. i don’t diet & i sure as shit do not work out. my mind is infinitely more powerful than both of those things combined.
let’s review & conclude. besides manifesting a) the face of my dreams and b) a drastic overnight weight loss that would “naturally” occur over a series of months, i’ve started to manifest good things without fully meaning to. this applies to the “smaller” things; getting boba, getting a twitter notice from my favourite screenwriter, vanilla scented perfume. it also applies to me moving fucking houses. let me explain.
what i’ve actively been affirming is to move schools and start totally fresh. i go to a shithole that i hate and i simply decided i am going to a cooler school where i can restart my life because why can’t i?
there’s this house that my family stay in for the holidays, and have been visiting since i was small; it’s in this really beautiful area about 5 hours from where we currently live. the cottage we stay in is so pretty and the road in front of it opens out into this really cool communal lake that the local kids use as a pool in the summer. it’s kind of rural in a really nice way but if you drive 5-10 minutes it gets more urban. what i’m trying to say is that it’s pretty much my dream location but i’m gonna keep it a little vague because if any of you live there & recognise the description i might actually shit myself
we were staying there this christmas and as we packed up i remember thinking so clearly and deeply “i wish we lived here, it feels like home.” last night my mum told me if things go to plan we’re going to move there the summer before i start sixth form (for my american readers, that’s 11th grade.) that’s fucking ages away so i’m definitely manifesting that we go sooner but i need you guys to understand this was never even a discussion in all the years we’ve been visiting this place, just after i (accidentally?) set the intention. apparently it just “suddenly occurred” to my mum like no mother that was me infiltrating ur subconscious sorry
they’ve shown me the school i’d be attending - & it’s fucking cute. the campus is pretty much a cathedral, it’s the prettiest site i’ve ever seen. it’s all very rory gilmore academia i think my pinterest girls would be proud
the moral of this story is don’t doubt yourself. i’ve been in the subliminal community since 2017. & from 2017 up until really recently, my self concept was so bad that my results barely ever got the chance to materialise into the 3D & i wasted a lot of my time crying over things i didn’t know i could control. you are god. you can choose to decide your fate for the better just like you can decide to sabotage your dream life by doubting the power of your mind. if i can change my whole face structure, drop an “impossible” amount of weight and fucking ACCIDENTALLY MANIFEST the life of my dreams after 5 years of suffocating in self pity, you definitely can too. literally nothing about this is unattainable so go get whatever it is that you want & don’t take no for an answer.
No matter how silly it may seem, it's possible, babe.
stop crying over your results, they are here staring at you and probably being mad why ? Because you can't accept them in your life they are literally here, you don't need physical proof they are here.
if you still struggle which is normal, try changing it and quickly, since some of y'all are impatient and want your results quickly then change your mindset. In any way that suit you think they are here and always been here THINK ABOUT YOUR RESULTS AS THEY ARE HERE PHYSICALLY.
Your results are meant to be yours and will always be.
Me telling shut up to my doubtful thoughts knowing god damn well I'm the creator of my reality and Krishna gifted me with the knowledge of manifestation and failure don't exist with him ::