“Nothing Makes A Room Feel Emptier Than Wanting Someone In It.”

Lang Leav

As I pray I am afraid that death should not befall / While I do remember God, he should not recall

(rehta hai ibadat mein hame maut ka khatka/hum yaad-e-khuda karte hai, karle na khuda yaad)

survived checking my bank account. i deserve a little treat

"It was God's own fault, for taunting her as He had. For not granting her what He had granted so many other women"

-Khaled Hosseini

Armaan bhare baithe dil mein

Par kon utthe, ye pucho toh;

Jannat ki tamanna hai sabko

Par kon mare, ye pucho toh...!

Why am I still here?

Why must I suffer?

Why must I go through this every day! When I don't want to?

Why must I live?

Why must I live with this horrendous thing inside me?

I don't know what's worse, my brain or my heart.

Sometimes I think my heart because that's where the pain is.

Sometimes I think it's my brain because that is why the pain is.

Appendix: Hope and the Absurd in the Work of Franz Kafka from The Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays, Albert Camus

Gabriel Cornelius Ritter von Max (1840-1915), Get finished Flowering, 1870, oil on canvas, 55.3 x 67.5 cm. Oblastní galerie Liberec

“Mai iss qadar haar jaaunga, . Tum jeet kar pachtaoge”

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Jaun Elia

August 15, 2022

12:12 AM, Bangalore, India