Latest Posts by thebog-witch - Page 4
"i'm not triggered or upset by or even ideologically opposed to it, i just associate it with something so bad that i can't enjoy it anymore" is such a frustrating relationship to have with a piece of media
soul eater is great 50 episodes straight of a bunch of loser 13 year olds acting genuinely brainless while the sickest music you've heard in your life blares at max volume
👁️👁️ Being trans is so weird bc like yeah I'm a freak ass star gender n stuff, but also it'd be baller as fuck if top surgery wasn't actually ten thousand whole dollars. Where tf am I meant to get a band??
A proof of concept for the flag i want in my dorm
me. me when a poem says something ive felt before
another thing that's deeply fucking annoying is the way schizophrenia is treated as an all-or-nothing thing, where if you don't have the most severe presentation of it that cannot be masked under any circumstances ever, you can't have it at all. and also if you're self aware of your symptoms in any form, you can't have it at all, especially (in our experience) if you have any awareness about your delusions, even if your awareness extends only as far as "other people think these are delusions and i know this because i've been told as such, so it isn't safe for me to talk about them because i risk getting hurt if i do"
the council is NOT prepared for this much ham
the ham is coming
Hey uh, what... Does this mean 😭 I'll admit, I've received my fair share of foreboding messages, but nothing quite like this. I don't eat pork either, but honestly there is no implication of eating here... How chilling.
i was the council apparently
the ham is coming
Hey uh, what... Does this mean 😭 I'll admit, I've received my fair share of foreboding messages, but nothing quite like this. I don't eat pork either, but honestly there is no implication of eating here... How chilling.
burning text gif maker
heart locket gif maker
minecraft advancement maker
minecraft logo font text generator w/assorted textures and pride flags
windows error message maker (win1.0-win11)
FromSoftware image macro generator (elden ring Noun Verbed text)
image to 3d effect gif
vaporwave image generator
microsoft wordart maker (REALLY annoying to use on mobile)
you're welcome
want to be clear that if i ever talk about a headcanon and then later discuss a headcanon that is directly contradictory to the first one, that’s because headcanons exist in a quantum state where they are all simultaneously true and not true up until the point where i discuss it in detail, in which case that is the one that is true in that instance. schroedinger’s headcanons
Psychosis feels like unraveling
Psychosis makes me feel like everything is threatening, even objects
Psychosis feels like everything I think and feel is liquid and blending together, leaving me confused
Psychosis feels like my brain has disappeared and left a big blank space where no thoughts form
Psychosis makes me feel like someone is inside my body, touching and grabbing me underneath my skin
Psychosis feels like being controlled by an outside force
Psychosis feels like reality and you yourself is disintegrating
Psychosis feels like everything is simultaneously fake and more real than usual
Psychosis feels like spiraling through an endless cycle of thoughts
Psychosis feels like being fragmented
humans think me unpalatable and icky
being an angel on earth is such a lonely experience
What do you use to make the tweets :0 !
I'm an iOS user so I use these two apps ^^
I'm pretty sure TwiNote is available on Android? though I'm not sure about Social Maker.
in my previous posts, all of the tweets and the message convos I've posted were all made on Social Maker, but recently I've tried out TwiNote and have yet to post them.
I find Social Maker easier to navigate but it does have a limit to the tweets you can post before it asks you to pay. before, I used to just delete the tweets I make right after making them so I don't have to stress myself out with deleting bulk tweets after reaching the limit.
aaaand all of the pfps I use for the profiles are from pinterest !!
"you are addicted to screens" no no you see i am actually addicted to my friends. unfortunately they live in there
just one psychotic episode will change your life, forever. it'll alter your self perception beyond recognition. you'll remember who you were before, back when you were (relatively) sane, always been sane, and you won't recognize her anymore. she'll feel more like a sister. you're still the same, you are--but you aren't. you're different, you know you are. You're different in ways you cannot articulate, in ways your loved ones cannot truly grasp. you've experienced something most people believe is impossible to experience. likely because it is. it was something impossible, grand, and terrifying. the most scared you've ever felt in your life. God looked down on you and laughed, and finally, finally you know what it feels like to be that small and vulnerable. you can't go back to before, when you were naive, ignorant to your size. but it's okay. you're okay, now. it's over and you're safe. and you've always been safe, really, it wasn't real, but the trauma is. the trauma is real and it's lasting.
and it's not real. and you know it's not real. but sometimes you get scared again. so, so, so scared, because it was traumatizing and now you're left with flashbacks to a time when the world didn't make sense, when you weren't yourself, when you were small and confused and lost and could not understand yourself let alone be understood--and it feels real again. but you don't believe it, not really, you know you don't. you know it's not real. it's not psychosis round 2, but you're still so so scared--scared that you're wrong, that it is real, scared that you'll go back there--that you'll lose the sanity you grappled for. fought for. but you don't. not yet, at least. the flashback passes, same as any other flashback. but the fear lingers. you'll fear losing control like that for the rest of your life. years of sanity, remission, and you're still afraid, because you know what that felt like and it was scary. it's weird to believe again, when you don't really believe, it's weird to relive unreality while knowing you're within reality. you can feel your sanity, you know it's there, because it's saying "this isn't real and we know it's not real. we know this. but I am so so so scared anyway. I am so scared of experiencing it again. I am so scared that I was right and now I'm wrong."
psychosis is traumatic and trauma leaves you with flashbacks. and sometimes it feels like you're there again. like you've slipped away again. and it's scary. but you'll be back, I know you will, because I'm back, I'm okay, and you are too. I love you. I love all of you. love yourselves for me.
◦˚~ ANIMATED STARS DIVIDERS by enchanthings ~˚◦
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sanrio dividers!
star dividers !
My wife (ao3) went to war (down for maintenance) I don't know how long she will be gone (10 hours she's gone for 10 hours) but alas I shall continue to live with our children (downloaded fics) that she told me to take care of during her leave. I already fear the worst in her absence, what if this is like the last time she left us? (the great ao3 shutdown) where che came back battered and bruised and shot? (the DDOS attacks) I know she is strong and many accompany her to battle but I already am lonely without her beside me. Please come back, my lover.