might fuck around and read a 500 page physical published book in one sitting like it’s 2006 and I’m being bullied in middle school so I take refuge in the library and inhale books at a frightening speed that I have not been able to replicate since
My dumb english major brain keeps insisting that there’s Meaningful Symbolism to the fact that Martin, in choosing to sit on the disgusting couch, is choosing to comfort himself by clinging to a relic from the old world (I’ve been walking so I should be tired, the way to solve that problem should be to sit on a couch, because that’s what couches should be for) despite the fact that it’s disgusting and uncomfortable And Jon, who continues to refuse/be unable to disengage from the world as it is, refuses his invitation to join him in this act of comfort/denial even though it puts physical space between them, because he is prioritizing the flaws in what the situation (couch) actually is over what he thinks he should be able to get out of it, and also because it’s super gross. So the interaction becomes a microcosm of their conflict all season: Martin engaging in denial for comfort even if it ultimately makes the situation a little bit worse, and Jon finally setting a boundary by refusing to follow him. Jon said that you can’t trust comfort at the beginning of the season, and he continues to act according to that even as Martin tries to find ways around it–something that might just come to a head when they encounter Daisy and Basira, and Martin attempts to connect to the comfort of a friendship that is no longer safe. Or, you know. Maybe it’s just a gross couch.
Oh I can’t possibly study, I have allotted the next six hours to yearning vaguely
I’m gonna add onto this in a while when I’m free but i had an epiphany recently: Helen made friends with melanie because she was probably gonna try and eat her
Yes, Spain!!!!
Every url that reblog’s will be written in a book and shown to my homophobic dad.
its 2018. we need to stop blaming serotonin and dopamine and start blaming the real culprit which is the hippocampus that son of a bitch
If Jon has to die alongside Jonah at the end just so that Jonny "I make a pun at every chance" Sims can call the episode "An eye for an eye" I'm gonna scream.
I identify as a villain because I'm already queer-coded and don't feel like being the quirky best friend who dies for motivation.