Baby, i know i look disgusting
But, i still want you to see inside me
Your smell hangs on me
My coat stained by your presesnce
Now, i wish you'd take it off me
I know i look disgusting
But, I want you to see every little fold
Every bit of me
I trust you
To see the me behind the red nose
These big stupid shoes by the bed
As tears wash away my makeup
And you peel off my polkadot jumpsuit
Like a lived-in house
Not a trashy trailer
With you I don't feel like a dump
I'm filled with cozy warmth and reminded of lovely memories
Baby, I know I look disgusting
But, you make me feel human
As I gaze upon myself
I see the scabs and scars
Where the skin tore and bled
As i gaze upon myself
I see the misshapen form
Not that of human design
But an undulating mass
As i gaze upon myself
I see someone I hate
Someone who only reminds me of me
I'm not sure where I am anymore
I desperately want a house out by some train tracks. I'd spend hours watching the cars roll by, the noise being a constant reminder of the outside. I'd sit at night, watching as the engine comes through, remembering how I'd want to jump in front of or on that train.
Hopefully I'll only remember those times and not still think about doing it.
I recently started watching "The orbital children" on Netflix
And holy god McChrist
We went from super smart kid who's good with tech and born in space to the fucking virtual ethereal plane and trying to kill 1/3 of humans in like less than 6 episodes
Not to mention space ai that sounds like a whale for some reason
And the main characters are like 14
I've never experienced such tonal whiplash before
choose your fav fruit snake
Kipper Mayfly - Poly, Bisexual, GenderfluidHappily taken by two lovely people
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