(Canola - 계춘할망, 2016)

The heart can get really cold if all you've known is winter.

-- Benjamin Alire Sáenz

(and a cold Stockholm light)

“When you dance the dance of another, you make yourself in the image of its creator.”

Suspiria (2018), dir. by Luca Guadagnino ~ a re-interpretation of the Dario Argento classic.

The trailer once again reminding everyone that Jon Snow is a fucking Stark. Y’all dummy bitches are calling him Aegon and Targaryen and shit…but homeboy is just as much of a Stark as any of his siblings and y’all are going to see real quick where his loyalties lie when shit hits the fan. Y’all are going to see who exactly are his priorities then.

“The world and ain't always black and blue, man.

It's just me and you... Hehe.”

April 15th, 2016.

lights. lights. lights. live.

Sejak hari itu aku menjadi terbiasa oleh cahaya.

Dengan kunang-kunang di jendela,

Pantulan televisi pukul dua pagi di ruang tamu,

Warna terang diujung hidungmu ketika kau ketuk layar ponselmu

Entah. Kupikir aku takkan pernah menemukan cahaya lagi.

Alih-alih tidur dengan keadaan gelap, aku menekan tombol lampu tidur di samping kasurku.

not to be an english major (derogatory) but reading books is good for u actually

“The sea embraces the sky”.

(Canola - 계춘할망, 2016)

Resah memuncak, waktu bergerak, Orang-orang waras semua tiarap. Kulihat langit semakin gelap Kulihat parasit padat merayap Kuingat janji-janji pernikahan sehidup semati, dalam suka dalam duka, dalam tawa dalam tangis, dalam manis dalam pahit, dalam sakit dalam sehat, dalam dalam.

Kurasa kini bibirku pahit Tembakau keparat harganya naik Ah shit fucking shit! Ganja sintetik efeknya rumit, kupertanyakan batang terakhir aku khawatir sebentar lagi bungaku lahir.

(Canola - 계춘할망, 2016)

Morticia reads to her child

The Raven // The Cat in the Hat

The Addams Family series (1964-1966) // Addams Family Values (1993)