"He in his madness prays for storms, and dreams that storms will bring him peace."
— Leo Tolstoy, The Death of Ivan Ilych
John Banville, The Sea
[Text ID: “The past beats inside me like a second heart.”]
expectation: i leave these browser tabs open, and they serve as a reminder to do the activities on those sites
reality: i become very good at ignoring browser tabs
My freshmen year roommate was a complete fucking disaster but he would throw parties and everyone would pass out in our living room and every morning I left for class at 7am I would just get little choruses of “have fun at class, good luck” from hungover stoners and let me tell you, as someone who thrives off attention and positive reinforcement, this setup really worked for me
Färingsö, Sweden | faringsohuset
who said academia had to fit an aesthetic?
Edward Hopper, Studies of Hands
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Dark Academia in Winter.
- waking up early in the morning to watch the sunrise, even though you don’t actually need to
- staying up late to read or paint because you don’t have to get up early
- handwriting assignments that should be typed and submitted digitally
- having a coffee cup with you, rather than a thermos because you don’t have to take it anywhere
- still getting ready and dressed so that you can feel focused on your work in the mornings
- emailing your teachers to see if they have any extra reading related to the topic
- turning in all of the assignments for the week earlier than the rest of your class because you wanted to finish them early
- not doing any assignments for the week because you were too interesting in researching about different planets or the deep sea
- kandi bracelets with literature quotes
- a blazer over a my chemical romance shirt
- wearing raccoon eyeliner to an academic event or poetry reading
- playing classical music on electric guitar or bass
- detailed notes in sparkly pink notebooks
- vandalized oxfords
- academic clothes, but bright colors
- tidy blue hair
-anticapitalism
- writing a musical analysis of classic literature