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sanremo spoilers out of context

“Tu distruggi tutto quello che tocchi. [...] Forse lo fai perché niente e nessuno distrugga te. Dev’essere davvero triste accorgersene. Perché non sempre lo riconosci, ma ogni tanto te ne accorgi anche tu che fai di tutto per non dare alle persone nessun motivo per rimanere. Così puoi sempre dire che sono gli altri ad andare via.”

78/? ‘The Hunger Games’ close-ups

I was fortunate in that I was pre-Internet with much of my misbehavior, but I think I always had a bit of a moral psychology and I always wanted to kinda do the right thing, which doesn’t count for much, and then I kinda took it on the chin.

Happy birthday, Robert Downey Jr. (April 4th, 1965)

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"I disappeared into books when I was very young, disappeared into them like someone running into the woods."

—Rebecca Solnit

Everyone’s talking about how Damiano David can be Sirius- not just faceclaim wise- but his whole vibe and persona (and believe me, I too am one of those people). But let’s talk about the other members for a second.

Let’s talk about Thomas and his mid-length brown hair and brown eyes. The way he seems both loud and quiet at the same time. The way he gives off an impression of being a young, goody-two shoes type of person, until he opens his mouth and you realise he’s just as anarchist as the rest of them. Or when he puts on fishnet outfits, and his friends kiss him, and he strums a guitar in an underground area of London. How teachers think that they’re getting someone who follows the rules, but then he sneaks out of class to smoke. How you’re getting Remus Lupin.

Or Ethan, who’s so calm and collected you think he’s some sort of mythical being, the background character but so so prominent at the same time. The long dark hair and the eyes that feel thousands of years old. The quiet guy who’s seen everything, but he has that burning desire to be punk rock, fuck the government, as long as he has the freedom to do so. How you’re getting Regulus Black.

Or Victoria. The biggest presence in the group, whom they all love so much they dedicated the band name to her. Who’s independent and loud and outgoing, but so elegant at the same time. The high top leather boots and the skirts and the jackets, being shipped with no one because she’s her own damn person and not dependent on the guys, but loves them even so. The grin as her eyes crinkle up, and the tongue waggle when she gets excited and the anarchist hand signs, but is also the mature spokesperson and so so lovely. How you’re getting Lily Evans.

But let’s not forget Damiano either. Fuck gender roles as he wears a skirt, permanent eyeliner and black nail varnish. The fishnet outfits and the black chokers, tattoos all over him and smoking. Telling Europe to shut up and sit down because it’s his time now, his generation, his message. No more government or boxes or labels. He’ll kiss his guy friends in front of people who would persecute him for it, he’ll swear in front of entire countries, he’ll take his shirt off and show off his high heeled boots and drink champagne. And you’ll look at him and you’ll wonder how one person can exude so much gender, so much beauty, how his voice is utterly mesmerising, not just his singing voice, but his voice. He’s happy, he’s excited, but he’s moody and quiet, but he’s loud and charismatic. You’re getting a thirty year old and a sixteen year old in a twenty one year old. You’re getting Sirius Black.

Oh don’t mind me… I’m crying over a cartoon… again

“i love you, just as much now as the first time i laid eyes on you.”

mood atm 𓆤

damon | 1864 to now