Man . I don't want to leave Tumblr
(SQQ is a complete fucking freak and I love him so much)
totally getting back to that fic someday
if to analyse j*n z*x*An seriously then he just turns out to be one of those Teenagers with Troubles in family (who still manage to be big pricks and awful to everyone) which I had a lot of in school and they bullied me. this is boring and while I would understand him I wouldn't like him much. that kind of guy who's sitting there not talking with anyone having edgy thoughts but not even in an interesting way. ughh
he's a lot more funny if he's just an oblivious bimbo. not a himbo, a bimbo.
Spin this wheel twice to figure out what they are!
had a dream that there was this new tiktok trend called "scrubbing" where people would take images of fictional characters and put them in images of bathtubs and drag around transparent pngs of soap and brushes with their tiktok art tablets and like liquify tool their hair down to mimic giving them a shower. and people would get into flamewars in the comments of every single video over the types of soap they picked and if the images had decently removed backgrounds and if they got soap in their eyes. and it got onto the news because it turned out everyone doing the trend was doing it compulsively like they physically couldn't stop and each video was a solid few minutes long because they were just collectively obsessively recording themselves fake-showering these fictional characters and arguing about it online
how do I be interested in people without being obsessive. like I want you to tell me your thoughts why you like this ship why you draw this character like this what are your opinions on that fan fiction or on this headcanon. but if I just go to ppl and ask them directly I will look weird af.