The-awkward-villainess-2 - Banned Again :(

Life goes on.

Quick what are you doing RIGHT now (besides scrolling Tumblr)

I have some beef with jgy stans not because I hate him or because I think he's a bad person but because they always make him so... perfect?? and that's just plain boring. I usually like people for their flaws and the fanfics are usually like.... "he's super humble he doesn't like luxury and has superior taste and doesn't seek admiration from people and would never ever do anything purely selfish (I'm not talking about the cRiMeS and if they are justified I mean like. little everyday things??) and always thinks about common people and so uwu cool and understandind and great and..." come on. come on. that's boring. I fell asleep.

like I'm not saying that doing this is wrong or not canon or smth but that's just not how I see him. I like the worst of him not the best of him.

what is the world without hope. one day I will be un-banned.

btw I recently discovered that you can actually SEE reblogs of shadowbanned posts, just not in the notes but in this thing

of course if there's a lot reblogs you can't go and check them all. but if a post has a few notes you can click on the reblogs one-by one and... here!

my reblog :) and if you click on it and the post with my tags will show up!

I think while you still won't get the notification if I reblogged you will still be able to see my tags without going to my blog specifically and that's a little improvement for our communication or a lifehack if some of your other mutuals get shadowbanned :>

I made a sideblog @villainess-sideblog and I can dm people from there!! and my reblogs are seen in the notes! still can't comment though :(

ok. ok. I'm thinking about the ways I could still communicate with my mutuals if my fate is to be shadowbanned. I think even if I delete this blog and make a new one it will be banned in less than a month to because apparently they may just be banning all people with russian ID...

Maybe I just will reblog things with tags and people who care enough could be just checking my blog sometimes to see if I reblogged their stuff or something? The most problem is that the only way we can communicate now is through the tags; no dms, no asks and no comments are available... I have a Telegram btw. I'll try to get a Discord since I've seen some of you have it but I'm not sure if it's available for people from my country.

I do not want to give up that easily but honestly I don't have many ideas... I really like you all. I want to chat, to discuss things and to communicate! I don't care about popularity, but I do care about preserving my connection with all the cool people I met here (•ˋ _ ˊ•)

Drew Mo Xuanyu and Nie Huaisang. Btw yesterday it was NHS's birthday! So I guess it kinda counts as a late present (I was sick yesterday😢)

I really like MXY, he deserved much better💔 I wish we got to see and know him more... I also don't think he was completely insane, but rather had some mental problems and was deeply traumatized. As a person who was labeled as "weird" and "crazy" all my school years I really relate to him...

tfw I can't draw characters with beards and masculine characters at all👹

Fanart for my friend @lilliethh of her original characters 💜💙

Please draw Nie Huaisang 🙏🙏🙏🙏 just like having fun on a nice walk somewhere or painting or anything 🙏🙏🙏🙏 please please please please I love your art style so much (no pressure tho)

Danmei every day HERES HE