The bpd urge to just cut everyone off because they hate you and you hate them.
Bpd culture is shutting yourself down again because you relearned that whenever you speak up for yourself and defend yourself and explain your bpd symptoms everyone always finds a way turn it into you being the asshole so you regress back to being a palatable opinionless doormat because at least your friends didn't wanna leave you then
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Bpd culture is clinging onto the ideas of celebrities or fictional characters for comfort that you can't get from anyone else in your life. It's these people/characters being the only thing keeping you alive because they can't hurt you, they can't hate you, because they don't even know you or don't even exist. It's finding comfort in the fact that they can never leave you because they aren't with you in the first place. It's this desperate attachment to ideas being the only stable "relationship" in your life
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