I could write entire essays on the fate serie and fate/grand order and all the themes and the writing and why i want people to go banana with me, but really it all boils down to “The reason why humanity could be saved, the single thing that allowed the world to survive, is that despite their own imminent death, someone looked at a dying girl and chose to comfort her in their last moments.”
whats up with these losers
Thinking about,,, Lalter
An if of an if, ghost among the ghosts, one of a kind. The result of solely one, specific, set of events.
There is only one of her, yet she’s called to Chaldea. To a Chaldea. To all Chaldeas.
She roams through the halls. The servants she meets often pass through each other like ghosts, unaware of each other; different Chaldea, different worlds. “Why do you ride a horse indoor?” Asks Jack, or maybe Nursery Rhyme, or maybe Bunyan, a few seconds a few Chaldeas apart. “Why do you ride a horse indoor?”
(Llamrei is like her; one foot, one hoof, between all worlds, the eye of the storm. Her friend. Her anchor.)
“You’re always up at the oddest hours.” Say Robin, and Sanson, Emiya. “Don’t you ever sleep?”
She can’t remember the last time she was awake.
Battles are easier. Singularities are easier. She’s at her most coherent when the world is breaking. It’s like only one of them can be whole at the time.
“Lalter!” The Master waves at you. “I’m glad to see you today! You’re so hard to find, I swear.”
Transient. Dream-dweller. Her very existence is but flickering. Of course she’d be hard to find.
(… And, admittedly, she’s made herself scarce. Seeing other versions of herself isn’t exactly pleasant. Like someone else watching her through her own eyes.)
The Master sits next to her and speaks of many things at once. The Master is asian, black and white. The Master is blond, brown-haired and red-haired. The Master speaks to her in Japanese, Russian and English. It’s all just sound. It’s all just a body.
(She’s heard people, many times, wonder how could the Master spare so much love for their servants. She wonders if the Master themself is aware of this. That Humanity’s Last Master could have been anyone, that they all overlap, a thousand eyes and a thousand voices and a thousand hearts that beat and echo and love love love.)
“It must be weird,” they say absent-mindedly (they for indeterminate gender and they for multiple) “to see so many versions of yourself on a daily basis.”
And she turns towards them, turns their head to their face and their timeline and their Chaldea, and can’t help but mutter; “Wouldn’t you know best?”
Read Part 1 here because it was getting long hahaha. Click read more to torture your dashboard even more (and I kinda accidentally put a lot of time into it).
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“I am aware that this request is fundamentally selfish. I can offer no justification for it, no argument in its favor. It is simply the outcome I desire to see the most.”
You gotta talk back to them cuz it develops their brain and stuff
The intro of Transformers series (1984 - 2020)
guys. guys. oh my fuckin god guys
there’s a full version
On top of the Yankees field cat there was a praying mantis on top of the nationals players hat tonight. Huge night in baseball
Most of Binks no Sake is just pretty descriptions of sailing an ongoing journey, but the last line stuck out to me. (I looked up the English lyrics, and it looks like they kind of didn’t translate the last bit all that accurately for the sake of making it rhyme?)
It goes: 果てなし あてなし 笑い話/hatenashi, atenashi, waraibanashi.
-nashi as a suffix means ‘without,’ while hate is ‘end’ and ate is ‘aim/purpose’ so hatenashi, atenashi means basically ‘never-ending, aimless,’
But the word that REALLY caught my attention is the last one, waraibanashi. It means ‘funny story.’
Or, to be a bit more literal-
...laugh tale.