maica...
BAD OMENS - Careful What You Wish For (Official Music Video)
I'm gonna kms
sarah nelson being a charlie spring lovebot
logged out for a day did yall miss me
my mental state
real.
“hey man it’s been a while, where have you gone?”
my ass plotting a foolproof method to silently slip away from 90% of my friends and start anew because I cannot shake the constant betrayals and neglect that haunted my early teenage years. I look into their eyes and all I see are the carved pupils of stony angels that stood over me and, basking in their holiness, watched me weep. they believe that all they need to do to be worthy of sticking around with is to pose and look pretty, and provide no further meaning that might linger when I turn away:
wow. I feel better
how do you break up with someone that you love
i think the worst part about bpd no one talks about is being self aware. being aware of it doesnt make it any better, if anything it makes it worse because of how frustrating it is. like i know that what im doing is a symptom, but i still cannot stop myself from doing it. yes, it does make me feel absolutely ridiculous that my entire mood and well-being depends on whether you say 'ok' or 'okay', but i literally do not have a choice.