Just A Lil Guy. This Is Why We Have Bill's Childhood Picture In The Book

Happiness on the same earth

if you're not obsessed with anything weird and niche please try harder. stop going outside for a while. consider getting weirder about the things you already like

Ender pearl stimboard for @grantthegm <3 📗 📘 📗 📘 📗 📘 📗 📘 📗

MaoMao demiromantic for the ABPride collab on twitter!!!! She's an icon!

another interesting part of billford to me is the veil of truth and lies. i feel like ford is very vitriolic towards bill not only because of the betrayal and the portal, but also the idea that none of their bond was ever “real”. of course, book of bill shows us that bill really did see himself in ford, and they struck a companionship that i don’t think bill has ever managed to achieve with anyone else, but bill ALSO has a habit of denying all of that sappy sentimentality! the last pages of TBOB are him shrieking at the reader that he “doesn’t miss ANYONE” and how he’ll be back.

so i can only imagine for ford, bill’s taunting must have sounded a lot like “i was lying about EVERYTHING, liking you included”. and of course, bill could never correct that mistake, because that would mean admitting vulnerability.

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99% of "mysterious disappearances" esp of people in their 20s who start acting weird for 48 hours and then vanish are not mysterious, thats just when a lot of reality-obliterating mental illness tends to kick in and it's pretty easy to get a short circuit in your brain that makes you go family guy death pose in joshua tree national park. it's not any less tragic, it's just a documented phenomenon and not particularly predictable. its a big reason the medical advice is for people with a family history of schizophrenia to completely avoid weed and psychedelics. "people just go crazy sometimes" is a principle of human health that used to be a lot more accepted prior to the american midcentury and to a certain extent thats a healthier way to conceptualize and prepare for the risk, as opposed to the modern assertion that anyone acting weird is dangerous and broken forever.

I love my new toy

OKAY BUT HEAR ME OUT: HUMAN BILL GENDERBEND BUT INSPIRED BY THAT ONE OUTFIT FROM THE ZIEGFELD GIRL MOVIE AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Something creepy I drew when I pulled an all nighter last week :3

this was super fun, I do have my own design for human bill!! He’s super fun to draw, I’ll post concept drawings I’ve made for my him once I finish :)))