♡ genre: angst ♡ content: cheating,implied sex, ♡ words: 1,346 ♡ song: pray you catch me by beyoncé ♡ synopsis: marriage life with namjoon hasn’t been the same lately. He’s been cold and distant, always whispering on the phone. And you can’t help but notice… ♡ note: this is part of a series, can be read as stan alone but if you’d like more context the other chapeters are listed below. Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 finale
♪ You can taste the dishonesty. It’s all over your breath, as you pass it off so cavalier. But even that’s a test. Constantly aware of it all. My lonely ear. Pressed against the walls of your world
Something is wrong.
You don’t know how or when things changed, but something shifted between the two of you. There is a distance now, more tangible than the miles that separate you from him when he’s on business trips. Farther than the long-distance phone calls that became less and less frequent. Even now, as you lay in the same bed with him only a few feet away you can tell. Something is wrong.
Because you can’t remember a time when you and Namjoon had ever been so far apart.
He would always come home late at night. Languid footsteps trailing towards the bedroom. Eyes tired and red from too many hours spent awake working on the newest album. Gravity pulling him down in a slump that could only be from the heaviness of leadership, from carrying the weight of the entire group.
And though he was exhausted, he would still find a way to come and take care of you. Even dead-tired, his warm brown eyes would light up and his lips would curl at the sight of you. He’d make his way over and pull you close, until your bodies became an entangled mess of arms and legs, chests pressed together as you curled into each others warmth. His fingers would run soothingly through your hair and he’d ask you how your day went. The moments you spent within his arms seemed to make even the bad days good.
But it’s been a long time since your husband held you close and melted away your bad days.
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A MASTERPIECE
synopsis: › after getting a divorce two years ago, you can’t exactly say that your feelings for your ex-husband have completely vanished in the course of those depressing and quite miserable months. so when fate decides to play with you once again, letting your paths cross more often than liked thanks to your daughter, you tell yourself that you shouldn’t be as stupid and reckless as you were before—but things aren’t as easy as it seems, especially when taehyung begins to plant the idea that he’s possibly trying to win you back.
pairing: taehyung x reader
word count: 33.3k (use a browser if you’re going to read on mobile !!)
rating: PG-15
content: angst | fluff | exes au | fake dating au (not the main pairing tho) | ft. dad!taehyung, co-worker!namjoon
warning/s: swearing | mentions of divorce / broken family | alcohol consumption | violence (a punch being thrown to someone) | plain heartaches tbh sksksk
opening note. um, to my og readers out there, this is for you sjdksjs but i’m sorry this really took a long time to finish—two years in fact. a lot happened and it made me grow uninspired and even abandon my writing blog but i’m here now and i hope you’ll like the chapters of love is not over compiled into one + the last part that has been long delayed !! i tried editing this a lot to hopefully fix some plot holes or something and at the same time, retained the true ‘essence’ of it from the first time i posted it here way back hehe so if some parts are still meH then that’s the reason sjdksjdk
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love was found: dead
everything in this video just,,,,radiates harry,, like it’s so him and like it just radiates harry styles energy
hi!! i was wondering if you have fic recommendations where reader and bts (any member) are enemies that always banter but then one of them goes tOO FAR and hurts the other's feelings. then whoever gets hurt starts to ignore them and the other getS all hurt and realizes they have feelings... it's oddly specific but i live for these fics 😭 thank you!! 🥺
Anonymous said to hellreads: hiii can you please recommend me some tokyo ghoul jungkook au????🥺💗
Anonymous said to hellreads: Hello!! Do you know any angst ffs where a bts member breaks up with y/n for another girl? I’ve been wanting to read something angsty for a while but can’t find any... please help. Any member is fine.
Ask #1: I don’t think I’ve read anything like that, so I can’t recommend any story for you, sorry.
Ask #2: I’ve seen a few around here but since I haven’t read them I don’t have anything for you, sorry.
Ask #3: My memory is shitty rn and I’m trying to recall whether or not I’ve read anything where a member breaks up with y/n but I really can’t remember any, the closest fic that comes to mind tho is My Cheating Amnesic Fiance by wrienne on ao3 but JK and Reader aren’t really lovers from the start, it was an arranged marriage au and JK decided to get a gf and things got complicated.
anyways, if any of you reading this have recommendations for our dear anons please send them over, let’s help each other find good reads! | 🍒
+ recs under the cut.
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Ask #2:
Ask #3: A lot of these recommendations have themes of cheating or is a cheating fic through and through. (I’m still thinking of my own reads and most of them are reader leaving member or arranged marriages where member is in love with someone else)
❥ Come Home to Me Darling by @roses-ruby ➴ Married/Cheating!AU | Jimin x Reader | Two-Shot ➴ Jimin cheats and you try to make him stay. But whatever you do, it’s never enough.
❥ Sandcastles by @solastia ➴ Open Relationship!AU | Namjoon x Reader | Series ➴ //
❥ Can’t Keep Lying by @1rosex ➴ Seokjin x Reader | Series ➴ Jin’s been distant lately. Maybe it’s the work flow, maybe it’s something you said. Or maybe, maybe it’s just the girl at work.
❥ Cheater by @personasintro ➴ Cheating!AU | Taehyung x Reader | Oneshot ➴ Ten proofs you got to find out the truth but you were too blind in love to see
❥ Insecurity by @jiminelli ➴ Lovers!AU | Jungkook x Reader | Series ➴ Scenario: I wanted a jk scenario where he is on we got married or something similar to the show where his ideal girl is paired with him so his gf who’s not necessarily his type Start to wonder if he will lose feelings for her so she and him end up getting in a fight that pretty bad );
ik ur on hobi lockdown rn but when u get the chance can u recommend some married bts fics? except the marriage is kind of on the rocks but it works out in the end. lmao this is rlly specific but i’m just craving it
🌷 LOL 😂 Since you're so nice that you noticed my Hobi Lockdown 😁, here are fics I remember with the scenario you mentioned. A lot of these I have yet to re-read so details might be hazy (so if I remember it as a happy ending but it actually isn't, please forgive me 😁). There are also recent fics that I haven't read yet so I probably missed a lot.
*updated - I just remembered some fics
Yoongi
I Feel You in my Heart @purpletaecup - ongoing series | divorce au. feat Jungkook | Angst ~ you can subscribe to the fic so you’re notified once there’s an update 🥰
Divorce @xjamlessparkx - completed series [17/17] (read this long time ago but it has a happy ending...I think?)
Cut Me Open @hayjeon - two shot | married au (but falling apart), medical au, surgeon au (spin off of the Jungkook fic Cardiovascular Palpitations) | A, F, S (i included this in the coworker yoongi rec list too!)
Away From You @personasintro - ongoing series [16/?] | divorce au
After the Honeymoon Fades @onherwings - one shot | okay, so they’re not really married but the way their relationship is written, feels like it is. It’s also one of my favorite on-the-verge-of-breaking-up fics and actually the first fic I thought of when I saw your ask 🥰 [author removed the fic on tumblr, added alt link]
Sticky Notes @threeletterslife - one shot | like LDR but they still live together (engaged) and they use sticky notes to communicate 😢
Honeymoon Horrors @/jimlingss - drabble but this is perfect! it’s actually funny too! yet there’s so much longing ugh. someone sent the author an ask what happened after the drabble so please read the follow-up imagine here
Jungkook
Jaded by chasinghorizons (ao3) - marriage tension ugh this is good and realistic. Also check Rain by nijoon
Second Chances @parkhabits - one shot | headed for divorce, estranged~ (I have to say it’s been so long since I’ve read this but I saw a note I made in 2018 with the ff. emojis: 😭😭😭🥰🥰 - so it ended well 😅)
Taking Chances @neonlights92 - one shot | arranged marriage but OC wants to dissolve arrangement | smutty tones 😉
Don’t Leave Me + part 2 @kpopmademyday - two-part drabble | arranged marriage x jerk jungkook ~ okay, I’ve read this a long time ago so I don’t know if there are other drabbles. I just remember JK’s trying to make things work, there’s a park, someone threw water, etc.
Wherever There is You @vinterjeon - one shot | marriage on the rocks | this is the first fic of the author I’ve read and then I binged on their ongoing fics after 🥰🥰
Arranged Marriage @yeontantrash - one shot | gang au, arranged marriage but she keeps trying to leave him. fluffy ending 🥰 |
Thinning Thread @flowerwrites06 - one shot | divorce au | A, S, F (thank you dear author for reuploading this =))
Heartbreak Anniversary @pbandjk - drabble | about to divorce | exes who has to share bed during daughter’s birthday (OC’s parents didn’t know about the breakup)
There’s a Jungkook fic I remember where they’re headed for divorce and OC went back in time to change the situation. It’s unavailable but if it gets reposted I’ll update this 😉.
Seokjin
Fall in Hatred @jimlingss - one shot | marriage au
When the Sea Sleeps @taecalikook - one shot | starting to question their marriage which used to be ‘convenient’ before
We Go to War by seraphicserendipity [AO3] - series [9/9] | socialites, PR stunt marriage (👍)
Taehyung
Love is Not Over @rookiegukie - uhm they’ve been divorced so it’s not exactly a marriage!au but I just want to recommend it lol
One Night Stand @sodoyouknowbts - completed series + drabble (daddy!taehyung 🥰) accidental pregnancy x got married but seems not working out
All This Stigma @army-author - two shot | 14.9k | fwb au, accidental pregnancy, arranged marriage 😭💖 (I love how angsty this is!)
Hoseok
Love Me Again @adoringjjk - one shot | CEO Hoseok
Dalliance @sugaurora - one shot | sort of cheating, but not really? | this is not even angsty, I swear. I read this on AO3 and found out author has tumblr too! You can follow on either platform
Most of my favorite Hoseok fics with this theme have been deleted or it didn’t end well (angsty ending) - if anyone has Hoseok fics to recommend, please feel free to share 🥰
Jimin
The Arrangement @kpoptart216 - series 14/14 | arranged marriage
Of course, Faded Love by jamaisjoons which I probably included in every fic rec list.
There’s another Jimin fic I can’t remember the title of 😭. Like they’re in the middle of divorce proceedings because she thinks he’s cheating on her and Namjoon is OC’s lawyer. It’s angsty then it turned smutty (help! if anyone knows this fic 😥) - UPDATE: I just remembered the fic. It's Gratuitous Redemption by minjoonalist but it's been deleted 😭
Namjoon
Stitches @glassbangtan - one shot | got married early
Mad Passion has similar themes, I think? Not on the verge of breaking up but they need to fix some issues in their marriage.
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🌷 posted: 2021 Feb 19 | updated: 2021 May 16 (added Heartbreak Anniversary JJK)
Pair: Jimin x Reader
Genre: Romance, Fluff, Slight Angst, Slow Burn, Fantasy, Soulmate AU
Word Count: 20k
Summary: During one rainy summer day at the park, a stranger name Jimin suddenly confesses that he’s in love with you. At first, you thought that Jimin was a stalker, but it turns out that there’s something he’s hiding from you.
You balance yourself by the edge of the sidewalk. It’s been painted in red for ‘no parking’. It’s hard to walk in a straight line with it being dark outside so you walk in a ‘T’ position for balance. There is, however, light illuminating from the restaurant’s entrance doors.
Standing by the door is your father and Lynn, his coworker, standing unusually close to each other, considering that they’re just being friends. You stop walking so you can observe your father holding hand with hers. He leans down and kisses her softly on the lips, then bids her farewell one last time with a ‘I love you’.
Once your father’s trivial conversation with her is done, he walks to you, and you skip to him with a wide, goofy smile on your face. He looks the happiest you’ve ever seen him be, even looking back at Lynn one more time before you try to get his attention.
“Did you like Lynn?” Your father asks you.
You nod excitedly. “Mm-hmm! Mrs. Lynn is a very nice lady. Will we get to meet her again?”
“If you want to, then sure! I’m sure Lynn would love to be friends with you. Come on, let’s go home.”
Your father takes ahold of your hand and walks to his parked car. You playfully hop over the cracks in the black tar as you hum a tune in your head. But your father’s last words to Lynn lingers with you. He said that he loves her, and there’s something about it that disturbs you. You don’t know why he said that to her if they’re just friends.
“Hey Dad?”
“Yes, (Y/N)?”
“Why did you tell Mrs. Lynn that you love her?” Being the youngster that you are, you couldn’t help but let your curiosity get the better of you. “You said that you only tell it to the person that you like the most.”
Your father is silent briefly before thinking of how to respond to your question. “That’s true, and I do love Lynn. I like being with her and she’s very nice to you, isn’t she?”
You nod, now feeling a bit more hesitant to answer to your father.
“I’m glad that you think that she’s nice. She can become a good mother for you, you know.”
Your smile fades away. There’s a knot in your stomach—your instincts telling you that what your father is doing isn’t right. Even for a five-year-old, you know that this isn’t acceptable.
“But…you always tell Mom that you love her too…and you always kiss her before you go to work. Wouldn’t Mom get mad if she saw you say that you love Mrs. Lynn?”
You feel a tight squeeze around your hand, causing you to flinch. Your father is still smiling, but you can sense that underneath it, he’s beginning to get annoyed with your constant barrage of questions.
“(Y/N), do you remember what I said?”
“…If Mom doesn’t know, then she won’t get angry.”
“That’s right. It’s a secret between you and me, and if you ever tell Mom, she’ll get mad at you.” He points his finger in an accusatory fashion.
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The story behind Yoongi’s iconic chicken little spiked hair
Bonus: 18 yo Yoongi being his iconic self (for reference hehehe).
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