Currently working on some larger JJK art pieces, but in the meantime, have a Gojo!
I cannot possibly recommend this fic enough. This destroyed me from the inside out, I cried multiple times man :') it's so fucking beautifully written like I swear this shit altered my brain chemistry. Please read this I beg of you, it is soul crushing in the best way possible and definitely a must-read. This has been added to the permanent library in my brain of fics that absolutely decimated my perception of reality. I will be taking several thousand business days to recover
i drew maybe my most favorite scene in that one fic i wrote hehe it’s a slightly different artstyle, i now remember why i hate greyscale :’)
i was recently diagnosed with OCD, and we seriously need to change the way we talk about the disorder. the average time between onset of OCD symptoms and beginning to receive treatment is over a decade, and i suspect at least part of the reason why is the way we talk about OCD societally, or rather the way we dont talk about it.
no, OCD isn't the "clean freak" disorder. you dont have to check that your door is locked 17 times in order to have OCD. the actual symptoms of OCD are as varied as any other disorder, but it seems that only the most palatable or easily digestible symptoms get talked about regularly.
no one wants to talk about mental compulsions (ex: ruminating on past and potential future situations with "what ifs"), and how they can be even more severe or disruptive than visible ones.
no one wants to talk about the extremely distressing intrusive thoughts that can happen, let alone the fact that intrusive thoughts dont start and stop with violence. yes, this includes bigotry and pedophilia, and no, people with these thoughts are not bigots or pedophiles. intrusive thoughts play on your fears, not who you actually are.
the reason no one with OCD is talking about their symptoms and experiences is because we're demonized for having them and harassed for expressing them, and that shit is unacceptable. we fucking deserve safe places to discuss our symptoms without fear of it being misconstrued and used against us (or just straight up being verbally assaulted, or worse). thought crime isnt fucking real. your thoughts do not make you a good or bad person, your actions do.
when your moral compass friend is dead
Im not going to watch "the white lotus" after the writer went on a right wing podcast and laughed and agreed when the host praised his portrayal of "AGP males" in an episode. Kill yourself
fruity lil redraw
your honor, they're gay !!!!!
[ ID in alt ]
[ID: First, a screenshot from the bleach anime showing Yachiru sitting on Kenpachi's shoulders and holdingna sword. Second shoes Frodo and Sam standing together, looking at something past the camera /End ID]