I'm Sure Being Alive Isn't Supposed To Be This Painful

sometimes making tea is less about drinking it and more about it keeping you company

Maybe I don’t have anxiety. Maybe I’m so scared all the time on account of it all being so scary.

my anhedonia is eating me alive so i’m making these mental illness memes to cope

im deffo being farmed and harvested for the energy of my suffering but i dont have time to worry about that kind of thing

abled bodied people also need to understand that, for physically disabled people resting isn't "free time" that you can use up with assigning us tasks or duties because you're busy. it's an essential part of managing disability and some of us have a hard limit that we're avoiding by having days where we do nothing.

I wish I could talk about my system stuff more but system Tumblr scares the shit out of me...

the fact that walls get dusty is ridiculous. you're vertical. act like it.

To truly, successfully eroticize the monstrous you must be brave enough to make the object in question actually ugly. At the heart of the fantasy is a person whose very form is so profoundly unacceptable that there is significant social stigma attendant upon finding them attractive - a person who feels deeply their own repulsiveness, who expects universal rejection for their appearance - and, crucially, another person who treats them as if they are beautiful.

For this to be effective, the monstrous character can't just be plain - they have to be wildly, fascinatingly unacceptable - prodigiously, fantastically, sublimely ugly. If you're anxious about the character not being hot you'll never pull it off because the entire fantasy is about not being afraid.

My doctor and therapist: now with this autism + ADHD diagnosis you need to learn to unmask because masking all the time will make you burn out again and feel like shit

Other people: well it's just interesting how after getting the diagnosis you suddenly start behaving like that I mean I'm not saying you're faking it's just funny how you suddenly cannot be normal like you were before