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Tough Placements that Indicate a Hard life | 2

Disclaimer: Having these placements does not automatically make your life hard, these are common placement patterns dedicated to each SPECIFIC area of life. I only listed a few to avoid fear mongering but there are more in PART 1 and more posts in my MASTERLIST

Part 1 Sections:

Family Life & Emotions

Enemies

Part 2 Sections:

Financially

Identity/Sense of self

Financially:

Pluto/Lilith in the 2nd House: The planet of death, destruction, power struggles, and transformation in the 2nd house of money, self-worth, values, foundations, and generational wealth is honestly rough af. A lot of the time the native’s family will blackmail them with money and withhold resources as a form of control to manipulate the individual. Your favourite items were probably thrown away or restricted from use and people in your own family may have tried to steal from you. As a result, your confidence has probably been shattered and you’ve worked hard or are currently working towards a secure and stable income source. This placement often goes through multiple toxic jobs until they find the one they feel safest in without worrying about being fired unfairly. People in the workspace are often jealous of your assets but they don’t know how hard you worked to achieve them. Never touch a Pluto in the 2nd house personal items, they will lose it lmao it means everything to them. I also see parents being excessively frugal with this placement and the family may have gone through cycles of extreme poverty.

2nd/8th House Stellium: The 2nd house rules over what you materially and monetarily gain and the 8th house is what people take from you as it rules over debts and loans as well as shared resources. That’s why the 8th house is the house of death and loss, but also regeneration which can be translated into money here. These people can either be severely poor and in debt for most of their life or gain mass power that could even be from hidden organizations (more so with the 8th house). Major lessons need to be learned through any stellium in the 2nd/8th house and their money as it plays a big theme in their life so, these people will often go through severe stages of loss and gains in wealth.

Saturn in the 2nd House: Saturn…oh dear, the planet of restrictions, delays, and karmic life lessons will no doubt restrict someone’s income and financial opportunities. This is the placement I find working harder than the rest yet still reaping no benefits until they work extremely hard continuously for a long period of time and make sacrifices. They usually need to learn how to manage their money better and are provided with no opportunities to gain, they simply have to push through and work for it. However, they usually end up in a long-term job successfully and reap high-paying benefits if they push through it all successfully and learn how to manage money. If they don’t, they usually suffer from a career downfall and lose a lot of material gains that are valuable to them. They have to be careful with how they manage their wealth and can’t blow their money excessively. 

Chiron in the 10th House: The wounded healer is actually classified as a comet or minor planet (wikipedia lol) but is grouped in with many asteroids. Therefore, I have found significance with Chiron placements and patterns of financial troubles in the 10th house. You are able to boost other coworkers’ positions and help them receive recognition through your own work, but this also hurts your ego as you are usually behind the scenes doing most of the work yet receiving few to no benefits. I can definitely see this placement getting their work copied or stolen often as it heals others but wounds themselves. This placement is also prone to bullying in the workspace whether it’s your bullying or being bullied. Usually, you’re part of a power dynamic where you are the person left behind while the others get public fame and could even use it against you. I do see this placement potentially being the victim of white-collar crime as authorities could perhaps view you as a threat and want you out of a job. 

Neptune in the 8th House: A foggy world of debt you’ve lost track of. Loans and investments are very risky here, and the native could be cheated out of an inheritance or income without their knowledge. A lot of the time they struggle with money and lose it more than it comes in due to Neptune’s foggy nature that just absorbs and absorbs while never putting out anything into reality. Money is not Neptunes bestie especially when placed in the house of debt, death, shared resources, and the occult. They also are prone to spiritual attacks and evil spirits clinging to them. Ya’ll need hella protection fr.

Uranus in the 2nd House: Your personal and material foundations will probably go through a drastic a disastrous change. Uranus is like the tower card in astrology to me because your foundation crumbles unexpectedly to the point where you’re left with nothing and have to build a new path because your foundation was no longer serving you. That’s exactly how I view this placement. Uranus will completely turn your values and possessions upside down but it’s so you can let go and make progressive changes in your life. It’s just…a really awful and extreme process.

Venus square Saturn: What you want vs what you need cannot be achieved at the same time here and you are forced to limit what you want in life and push it away so you can attain what you NEED in life. Your sense of love, relationships, and confidence in appearance is shattered at first and insecurities make you feel like being in love or achieving what you want in life is impossible. But, in the end after achieving what you first need, you’re able to get what you want. When it comes to money the same concept applies and you’re very limited in material gain. It’s definitely a frustrating process as you feel like you’re late to everything in life such as success and relationship experience.

Ruler of the 11th house in the 8th house: The 11th house rules over friendship, communities, and technology. But, also our wishes and benefits/rewards after our hard work. Therefore, when placed in the house of debt, hidden power struggles, and occult could translate into your benefits stolen from you by your friends or a hidden organization of people. This is a very specific observation but I found it interesting, let me know if anyone has this and what it’s like.

Your Identity:

Pisces moon: Imma be so honest right now, these people although the sweetest humans on earth also are trained to live their life sacrificing for others and constantly saving and helping people…to the point of their detriment like it’s insane. They also are very impressionable through Neptune’s influence of easily absorbing others’ opinions and influence which fogs up their own sense of identity and self-awareness. If you told a Pisces moon an observation about themselves they always believe it or spend time thinking about it because they start to question themselves and the reality of situations. Words really stick to them and they take a lot to heart. They, also unconsciously pick up other people’s personalities, styles, and mannerisms due to Neptune’s projective nature. it takes a while for them to build their own solid identity tbh.

Scorpio rising/Pluto in 1st: They receive a lot of criticism and backlash for doing what everyone else does. The only difference is people seek to EXPOSE Scorpio risings for normal and seemingly harmless things. Scorpio risings do tend to be a usual target to the public and the same goes for Pluto because they are both associated with power struggles between the individual and the public perception of them. This is also why they tend to stay low profile and quiet because pluto/scorpio’s influence hides them a bit amongst public interaction. But once they say something or make a move it’s like..BOOM suddenly they’ve captured everyone’s attention due to that power and exposure theme present. There’s also this magnetism to them that makes people feel very polar in terms of love or hate, as these individuals just can’t be read while simultaneously pulling people in (me, I am the one pulled in).  

Chiron in the 1st: This is going to be sad, I believe Chiron in the angular houses (mainly 1, 7 & 10) is an indicator of being bullied in your life. I’ve had many friends with this placement and they have all been bullied. They never feel satisfied with themselves and go through periods of self-destruction. It’s actually very similar to sun-pluto that way. Their identity feels like it’s ruled by others’ opinions and they become scared to express themselves out of fear of severe judgment so they often tone down their personality a bit and put on a mask. I’ve also seen a similar theme with Chiron in the 3rd house but to a lesser degree and more focus on speaking and standing up for themselves.

Saturn in the 5th House: This completely restricts your ability to feel happiness from creative pursuits, you almost feel guilty participating in any creative hobby or project that puts you into the spotlight. Saturn limits your sense of personal happiness and ability to casually be intimate or connect with other people. The heart chakra is very plugged up here and it leaves depressing energy tbh. It’s hard for you to play and have fun without feeling self-conscious that someone will judge you for it. But, it’s also hard for you to feel motivated or courageous enough to go after your true passions and hobbies. I had this transit last year..and honestly worst Saturn transit I’ve experienced thus far. it just dims your sparkle so much and hurts bad.

Stellium in the 7th/12th House: For the 7th house stellium, a lot of your focus in life will be placed on helping others and worrying about their judgements. You’ve spent so much time trying to please people and get along with people to the point where you have forgotten about your own needs because you prioritize others’ perceptions of you over your own identity. In the 12th house, your identity stays hidden most of the time, you’re comparing yourself to others wondering how you can stand out or become more ambitious in life but you also feel at peace alone away from the chaos. however, I think too much time spent in your head alone actually can delude you a bit and not fully understand who you are.

Uranus opposite Ascendant: They feel like they are never good enough or accepted as themselves so they always want to change identities or aesthetics to something they know people hype up or what makes them feel appreciated. they aren’t afraid to show their weird and fun side, but they are criticized and looked down upon for it especially.

Moon in the 7th House: Idk I always see these people trying to change others and spending time around toxic people to the point where they are confused about their own goals in life because they’re also very sacrificing. they do need close relationships to function and this can turn into codependency even in friendships. It gets to a point where even if it’s toxic they are likely to stay because they feel like themselves and complete when they are with someone. Like fr I ALWAYS see them with the shittiest people helpp

Fire moons: The element of ego and destruction placed in the moon’s turbulent and emotional nature? yikes. They are kinda explosive and don’t know what to make of themselves. A lot of their life is consumed by trying to take action and start movements in the outside world but what happens in their internal world? exactly they don’t know lol. For a lot of their life, they try to self-reflect and understand themselves to better control their fiery and explosive emotions and express themselves better. The moon typically doesn’t perform well in the fire element as the nature of these two are opposite and combative. They act impulsively and sometimes selfishly or end up sacrificing too much on the flip side. There is no balance with fire moons and this makes it hard for them to express their emotions properly or even understand their own identity as most of it stems from the outside world and lacks internally. They are very self-conscious as a result of a focus on external needs (cough validation from others cough).

South Node in the 7th & 12th House: Your goal in life is literally to focus on your Identity, goals, and perception of the world. But guess what your natural skills are? You’re a great diplomatic negotiator who knows what people want to hear. So, you end up always catering to what you think someone wants instead of what you actually want. You’ve gotten so used to this pattern that it becomes an unbreakable and instinctual habit out of fear of conflict and standing up for yourself. Not everyone is right plz stop thinking others opinions matter over yours boo

Neptune in the 1st House: I think this placement, in particular, might be the most common among those who struggle with their identity. It’s because Neptune the planet of the unknown realm, mysticism, illusions, dreams, confusion, and the sea is in your house of subjective identity, how you view the world, and your physical characteristics. Now ya’ll are beautiful, drop-dead gorgeous okay? but omylord do you receive so much shit from the public. People falsely accuse you for everything even if you’re innocent and have no part in anything. They also love to spread rumours and makeup illusions of you in other people’s minds. You’re talked about a lot in circles, just like an enigma. And people assume random things about you and project them onto your identity.  The worst part is, that you and everyone else believe everything others say. It’s like your identity is controversial itself??? It’s interesting that people can’t properly see below the surface level and into the deep sea that is your real personality. So, they end up making myths about you.

Neptune in the 3rd House: I feel like no one actually tries to listen to you as much as you listen to them. Miscommunications seem to be a common problem for you, and as a result, it’s just hard for you to express yourself and your opinions. I usually see this placement as shy because they’re tired of always being misunderstood. The cool part about this is that they can figure out very complex abstract problems because they have a more creatively intelligent mindset than other 3rd house placements. However, you probably did go through bullying during early elementary school or were made fun of for your intelligence because no one tried to understand you. I think ya’ll are so damn smart tbh.

1st House ruler in the 12th House: When the chart ruler is in the 12th house your identity is hidden from the public completely. Like, you find people talking over you all the time ugh. You also never get the recognition you deserve and people tend to ignore your presence. The quiet kid in the back of the class who randomly disappeared from school one day only for you to find him becoming a rich foreign investor probably has this placement LMAOO. I’m not even kidding though because the 12th house has to do with disappearances and foreign land overseas. So just saying..you could make MONEY. However when it has to do with your identity you just never felt heard or seen. You feel constantly overlooked and unappreciated. You’ve probably gotten ghosted a lot too (12th house rules over spirits). But I love you okay and that won’t change, I hope you felt seen here.

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Scars of Your Survival Instinct in Birth Chart

SURVIVAL INSTINCT MEANS...

Survival instinct is a natural response to imminent danger, where your body responds by triggering a fight, flight, or freeze response to keep you safe.

The fight response involves confronting the threat head-on, the flight response involves escaping or avoiding the threat, and the freeze response involves hoping that the threat will pass.

However, being in this state for prolonged periods due to trauma can have damaging effects on our physical and mental health.

HOW STRUGGLES OF CHILDHOOD MANIFEST HERE

When faced with difficult upbringing and authority figures, a child often learns to build a wall to protect him/herself from the world.

This protection mechanism acts as a behaviour of emotional unavailability, anger issues, passive aggression and depression.

Slowly, your body starts keeping count of your trauma which leads to major health issues like high blood pressure, heart illness, diabetes and more.

IN MEN

It can lead to a highly complex ego where you seek external validation through superficial status, short-lived relationships and a running away mentality. Also, an extremist mentality.

IN WOMEN

It can lead to a high inferiority complex where you people please or are hyper-independent, focus too much on external beauty and couldn't assert yourself. Also, a victimhood mentality.

IN YOUR NATAL BLUEPRINT

Your ancestors survived many calamities so that you can break the patterns of the sufferings you are carrying within. These patterns can manifest as...

HOUSE OF ARIES AND MARS

Whichever house Aries and Mars are located in, that house shapes the way you survive the most challenging battles and bullying.

HOUSE OF SCORPIO AND PLUTO

This house shapes the way you transform yourself after going through ego death. Shadow work here brings immense healing to your ancestry.

HOUSE OF CAPRICORN AND SATURN

Whichever house Cap and Saturn are located in, that house shapes the way you learn karmic lessons and channel ancestral gifts to achieve legacy.

SUN-SATURN ASPECT, SUN IN LIBRA/ AQUA

This aspect makes you learn lessons about your identity, soul and heal inner criticism.

MARS-SATURN ASPECT, SAT IN ARIES

This aspect makes you learn lessons about your assertiveness and how you show up. A prominent survival instinct that needs nurturing and stability.

MOON IN SCORPIO, VIRGO, CAP, AQUARIUS

This aspect makes you close your heart space due to difficult childhood. Your healing begins when you prioritise self-care and emotional consciousness.

MOON-SATURN ASPECT, SAT IN 4TH HOUSE

This aspect makes you learn lessons about your emotional boundaries, home life and ancestry. Here, you heal by redefining what home/ family is.

PLUTO-MARS ASPECT, MARS IN 8TH HOUSE

This aspect makes you hyper-aware of the energies around you. Trusting your intuition is needed here.

VENUS-SATURN ASPECT, SAT IN 7TH HOUSE

This aspect makes you isolated from partnerships (business or love). This is also an indication to not repeat parental patterns within your relationship.

VENUS-PLUTO ASPECT, VENUS IN 8TH HOUSE

This aspect asks you to heal patterns around power struggles, abuse, finance, ancestry and intimacy.

VENUS-NEPTUNE ASPECT, VEN IN 12TH HOUSE

This aspect makes you learn about the importance of boundaries and not justifying destructive habits, especially within partnerships.

HOW YOU THRIVE INSTEAD OF SURVIVE

Practice cognitive reframing by challenging negative thoughts and replacing them with more positive and realistic ones. Set realistic goals.

Engage in activities that promote relaxation and stress reduction. This can include deep breathing exercises, therapy or mindfulness techniques.

Be gentle with yourself throughout the healing process. Understand that it takes time to recover from a prolonged state of survival instinct

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