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β Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry
In my fic, Kishibe helps babysit Nayuta.
my whole being turns void as i give much to people and they ceaselessly take parts of me
β¦ can we always be this close, forever and ever?
DUNE: PART ONE (2021) dir. Denis Villeneuve
I always am about to go to sleep at a beautiful 11pm and then something happens to me
im about to end everything
out of every member of the forger family, yor will be the most impacted when loid reveals his mission and the role she played in it. the little confidence yor has was built by the reassurance she receives from loid and the validation she gets from anya. she will still believe anya, of course, but unlike anya loid is an adult that knew what he was doing all alongβloid is a spy and a skilled liar. she has no reason to believe anything he said. that scene where she's drunk and goes, "you said i was pretty, was that just a lie?" is just a preview of how small and insecure yor can get when doubting him.
(the angst will be amazing to witness.)