For Years, I Have Swallowed My Anger Like It's My Mom's Pasta. Or Poison. It's All The Same Anyway. I

for years, i have swallowed my anger like it's my mom's pasta. or poison. it's all the same anyway. i gulped it down, so it doesn't hurt anyone else. only me. only me. even when anger burned to wrath and a billion bombs went off inside of me, i said nothing. no one told me i could be pretty, even with bloody knuckles. no one told me i could be loved amidst the burning. even now, i bite my tongue til it bleeds and i know, i know, i know. to be angry is to be human. but is it so wrong to want to be otherworldly? to be pure and untouched by it all? so what if i'm burning myself out from the inside? with the blood of tongue and ash of the girl i used to be. i think it would make a beautiful altar. laid to waste, i think i might finally be good.

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