— July 4. 1912 / Franz Kafka Diaries

✦ can we always be this close, forever and ever?

i need to see loid just completely and utterly in love with yor.

give me loid seeing yor in a pretty dress and he cant even speak because of how beautiful she is. he tries to compliment her but messes up, stutters and trips over his words, and embarrasses himself. he just thinks shes so beautiful that he cant even keep up his ‘smooth loid forger’ spy act because of how perfect she is to him.

give me loid listening to yor hum to herself whilst she cleans up, just watching as she does the dishes or folds the laundry, with the softest and fondest smile on his face. bond giving him the side eye smirk like that scene in tangled where flynn is watching rapunzel and maximus the horse grins at him and gets shoved away, just like that.

give me loid seeing yor interact with and care for anya, feeling so lucky that it was yor he met in the shop, it was yor who he chose to marry. anya giggling because all her papa can think about is her mama and anyas just listening to him think about how beautiful and perfect and amazing her mama is.

loid braving through her awful cooking and trying each new meal that she makes, just so he can see the smile on her face when he tells her that shes getting better at it, then cooking alongside her, teaching her tricks and tips that he knows and helping her improve little by little.

first kiss post reveal and he has to reassure her that its real and he’s doing it because he loves her, him feeling so incredibly guilty because he knows that her hesitance and disbelief is his fault because he lied about everything and she was truly the only one of the three who thought everything aside from their fake marriage was real. him apologising to her a million and one times, doing everything he can to make it up to her and prove that he really is in love with her, and its not for any mission at all. he just loves her.

post reveal loid and yor working together, loid just hanging back as he watches his super badass wife take out an entire group of men all by herself, just in absolute awe of how powerful she is.

as much as i love yor being smitten by loid, theres just something so soft and beautiful about loid, someone who has had to lock away all his feelings and emotions, someone who has only ever used people in “relationships”, someone who can never be his real self, falling for someone who he wants to do everything for, for real. he wants to take yor out for real, he wants to kiss her for real, he wants to love her for real. he wants to do all the silly little mundane domestic chores with her for real just because he loves her. he wants to be real for her.

loid being so so in love with yor and the little life theyve built together, that he doesnt ever want it to end.

For long so long, I wanted my silhouette to be on a canvas, with curated hues and forms. I wanted to be photographed in black and white, in polaroids, and framed. For long so long I wanted to be defined, written not in riddles but a prose with footnotes, for long so long I needed adjectives beside my name. For long so long I wanted to be not of flesh but a mirage the world demanded. For long so long I wanted to be understood and not read like a coffee table book. For long so long I wanted to be seen, heard and not be the flowers adorning a room. But now honey, I want to be mundane, I want to be flesh and bone, a living thing with a soul.....................

everytimeyousaygoodbye ©

she so me

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I push you high, cherry blossom,

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀on your sycamore tree

⤹ 🍭⠀ ˖  ݁ . こ ִֶָ

portrait of a lady on fire (2019)

argentina vs france (2022)

honestly……sometimes u really do just need to eat some warm bread with butter and remember that everything will be ok.

“One day the war will be over, and I can return to my poem.”

lighter and princess synopsis: campus first love with a computer programmer~*~!

first minute of show: “hell is for betrayers” 

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