Veiled In Your Love,

Wai Kwong Chan: Love Love Love Love More (2018)

“Perhaps love is to give one’s own solitude to other, for it is the very last thing we have to offer.”

– Clarice Lispector

― Anne Carson, Plainwater: Essays and Poetry

aespa — armageddon

No one is ever holy without suffering.

- Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited

I’m still not over this so u guys have to suffer with me😭

//ok im running back to comms now

im about to end everything

out of every member of the forger family, yor will be the most impacted when loid reveals his mission and the role she played in it. the little confidence yor has was built by the reassurance she receives from loid and the validation she gets from anya. she will still believe anya, of course, but unlike anya loid is an adult that knew what he was doing all along—loid is a spy and a skilled liar. she has no reason to believe anything he said. that scene where she's drunk and goes, "you said i was pretty, was that just a lie?" is just a preview of how small and insecure yor can get when doubting him.

(the angst will be amazing to witness.)

he lived, served cunt, died, got resurrected, served even more cunt

there’s life dreaming you past the pain, let’s go, I want to dream it too,

Let it Go, Mariana Berenice Bredow Vargas (translated by Forrest Gander)

“The other day, lying in bed, I felt my heart beating for the first time in a long while. I realized how little I live in my body, how much in my mind”

-Rodger kamenetz, from Terra infirma