I Like The Idea Of Dawn Of The Clans Characters Being Remembered As Sort Of Saints.

The second medicine cat of SkyClan 🌳

Berryboi

Y'all Remember This?

Ok, omg, this is amazing

I am asking once again for a link to a drive for the PDFs of the Warriors series, because my link is in the trash (quite literally, that’s what it says when I go to it). Or at least a place where I could download them? Either way, it’d be appreciated.

i tried to explain what generational trauma is to someone recently and they were like “oh so because something happened historically, you get to have issues about it now?” and no.... that’s not what that is.

when i was in 8th grade, on my class trip to washington dc, we visited the holocaust museum. it’s a wonderful, extensive, informative place, and it’s a beautiful tribute to the victims. as a jewish kid, i knew what the holocaust was. i’d faced antisemetism every day of my life, and will continue to do so. i knew what had happened to my ancestors not too long ago.

but when i stood in that museum. in the recreation of the cattle trains used to move us to the camps. in the recreation of an auschwitz cabin, staring at the map of the camp. when i saw the pile of shoes and jewelry taken from the victims. when i learned how their hair, so very much like mine, was cut for having texture. and how their teeth were pulled for the gold fillings. i had a panic attack.

it was embarrassing, but i was a shitty little 8th grader, and i tried to hide it. but I couldn’t breathe. it was like there was a band around my chest the entire time i was in the museum. i was surrounded by ghosts, by the whispers of emaciated men and trapped women and crying children.

what is generational trauma?

it’s the psychological idea that trauma can be passed down through multiple different ways. trauma can change you significantly, even rewrite neural pathways and physically change how you think. that, paired with the cycle of subconsciously sharing our trauma with our children, as well as mixing with the trauma we learn as we grow, leads to some really rough patches in our relationships with our identites.

this is a really great 4 minute video from the healing foundation about the trauma carried by aboriginal people in Australia. tw for some really heavy topics, but all presented in a relaxed and serious environment.

what do we do?

well, honestly, i don’t know. it’s not like we’re gonna stop sharing our stories with our descendants, nor our histories. we can’t get rid of things related to our identities that give us our own trauma, the bigotry we face unfortunately isn’t going anywhere.

but being aware of your generational trauma is a good step. it’s not just being “sad” or “sensitive” to history. it’s our history still affecting us today. when your indigenous friends are made upset by discussions of colonization, when your black friends feel the weight of a millenia of racism placed on their shoulders, when your gay friends ask you to please stop using that word, when your trans friends see another historical figure deadnamed and misgendered, when your jewish friends can’t talk about the Shoah without their voices breaking.

so why the fuck are you lecturing us?

our murdered ancestors live on in us, in our eyes, our hearts. we are reminded of them constantly, made painfully aware of who we are and how many people hate us.

we were not supposed to survive, and if most of the world had their way, we wouldn’t have. (no, the allies were not heroes of wwii, you turned us away at your borders and continue to let us die from nazis today. if america had had the option, they wouldn’t have given a shit about jewish victims, but that’s a whole other essay i could write)

it’s time to start acknowledging the past, acknowledging your generational trauma and the trauma of those around you. i’m not making up an excuse to “have issues”. at the time i’m writing this, october 2020, i’m 17. i have felt this weight my entire life, and i will continue to shoulder it, as will everyone else.

my point is, maybe we can shoulder that weight together. maybe then it won’t weigh us down as badly. we have solidarity, and we are tough, and resilient, and strong, and beautiful. your generational trauma is something to be aware of, but not ashamed of. we can do this—change the world for the better. we can break the cycle so our descendants don’t feel as we do.

When leaders get their nine lives from starclan, they appearance got altered a bit to the uncanny valley territory

Bluestar used to have a gray-blue fur, but no she just, blue. Like blueberry blue. Her eyes is a deep indigo and her paws is a very light baby blue. her teeth and claws have a tint of blue in them.

Tallstar is very tall, from his tail to his ears. He looked more like a serval really. He can stand by his hind leg and looked all over the moor like a meerkat. He’s also very intimidating

Brokenstar looks like a frankencat. He’s markings make him looked like a patchwork and his limb moves like they were sewed to his body. His fur and whisker looked like loose strings and his teeth is very messy and not well defined.

Firestar fur moves like a burning ember, sound of crackled wood can often be heard if you near him. His fur light up even from a moonlight, making him looked ablaze.

Listen, I have seen many a posts to the tune of "Hozier is a fae god!" Or "Florence is a fae god!" And I am here to tell you that neither of them are fae gods. Paramours, probably, maybe members of an Entourage, but gods? No.

You want to know who an actual fucking fae god is???

Kendrick Lamar.

The pettiness. The creativity. The persuasiveness. The accuracy. He had 110 million people across the nation today singing "a minooooor" like it was fucking nothing. This man has cast a thousand-year curse on Aubrey Graham's bloodline that cannot be undone through mortal means.

Now, THAT is some fae god level shit.

you got your neck snapped, huh? you thought you could just do a little WHOA WHOA WHOA and nobody would even notice. you thought “well, surely just one little Dance of Italy never hurt anybody.” And what happened? You died. You got got. You’re now up in the big Pee Sauna in the sky because you thought you could get away with breaking the law. That’s rough, buddy. But no crime goes unpunished. You know the rules and so do I. And justice…well let’s just say justice is Ethan Nestor with a baseball bat. And you’re the Barrel.

She's a 10 but thinks Sunningrocks belongs to Riverclan