My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.
I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”
Wouldn't it be cool if Nightheart was actually named Nightmist?
Not only is it fucking rad, but it still incorporates his inspiration from Nightcloud and actually succeeds in what he wants. An original name. But it also has a weird call back. Nightmist is Sparkpelt's kid. Sparkpelt is Bramblestar's kid. Bramblestar is Tigerstar's kid. Tigerstar's dead siblings were named Nightkit and Mistkit.
Lol random, amirite?
Defiance: a daring and bold resistance
Your hair defies gravity
Climbing toward the sky
Yearning to meet the clouds
From whence you came
Your skin defies the rays of the sun
Absorbing its light
Warm golds
Deep blues
Rich browns
Containing stardust
Your smile defies the system
It was built to uphold a standard
That oppressed your soul
Stomping you into the core of the earth
And yet you find joy
In a dance
Or in a song
Your softness defies all belief
Fighting against the stereotypes
Of strength that withstands all abuse
Of being undeserving of love and tenderness
You defy all lies
There's beauty in your defiance
Never forget that
Sometimes I feel like I'm Nick Carraway, trying to fit into a story that's not mine, neither about me nor mine to tell. I'm an omniscient observer watching the protagonists live their lives, undisturbed by my inconsequential presence.
Partially inspired by a lovely pmv by ForestWhisker on YouTube, "No Happy Ending"
Go watch it, it's a banger
https://youtu.be/vyi12aJgNhY
Do you like to read books/novels and can’t afford to buy them all the time and don’t have access to a good library. Here are some e-book sites links I use.
b-ok (best)
PDFdrive (good)
8ebook (mediocre)
ibookpile (mediocre)
vk.com (only for latest romance/YA/new adult novels)
you: y’all’d’ve
shakespeare:
Fellas, if your girl is in an airy frock wielding a flaming sword, has far too many eyes, rings surrounding her while she screams "FEAR NOT",
That's not your girl.
That's a biblically accurate angel.