I Can't Find Interest In.. Anything, Anymore.

i saw a big slug on a small rock today and now i'm complete

Why do i do this ....I'll just randomly sketch stuff in the night hours and it's always just....ugh.....I don't even know here have some ibis paint insanity inspired by shane ackers 9

sick of wanting to write stories but afraid they're too cliché and overused so i end up not writing anything even though these stories are for nobody else but myself.. :((

YES!! Making these with my club soon and we're so excited about! :) Keep at it!

went to the eco club at college today, we were making seed bombs! we used a british wildflower mix, and we put them in a patch of waste ground that we’ve been trying to turn into a wildlife area :)

I think a lot about how we as a culture have turned “forever” into the only acceptable definition of success.

Like… if you open a coffee shop and run it for a while and it makes you happy but then stuff gets too expensive and stressful and you want to do something else so you close it, it’s a “failed” business. If you write a book or two, then decide that you don’t actually want to keep doing that, you’re a “failed” writer. If you marry someone, and that marriage is good for a while, and then stops working and you get divorced, it’s a “failed” marriage.

The only acceptable “win condition” is “you keep doing that thing forever”. A friendship that lasts for a few years but then its time is done and you move on is considered less valuable or not a “real” friendship. A hobby that you do for a while and then are done with is a “phase” - or, alternatively, a “pity” that you don’t do that thing any more. A fandom is “dying” because people have had a lot of fun with it but are now moving on to other things.

I just think that something can be good, and also end, and that thing was still good. And it’s okay to be sad that it ended, too. But the idea that anything that ends is automatically less than this hypothetical eternal state of success… I don’t think that’s doing us any good at all.

loz fans: yeah, the series is just really soothing and radiates comfort. so relaxing.

the comfort in question:

and there's literally so much more..

A Thing:

-many disabilities are worsened or triggered into flares by stress

-stress often occurs when other people are counting on you and there's a crunch to get things done

-employers regularly understaff, creating constant dependency on particular people and creating unneeded crunches

-disabled people become "unreliable" and "unhireable" because they have disabilities and cannot safely deal with the mandatory crunches

-on top of that, the crunches give previously abled people disabilities, shunting them into "unhireable"

-dismantle capitalism and care for your community members

I just sneezed through my nose and it's fucking life changing dude.

make a deal with god

Me: Yeah, I don't really understand how people develop celebrity crushes like they can't even acknowledge that you exis-

Also me when Hozier: I love you so much, I'd do anything for you, let us move into an old house in the middle of the woods where we care for the woodland creatures and fae whilst we sing together in harmony and explore the places that nature has reclaimed and did I mention that I love you so much and that you're just perfect in every way?