Im Always Like “i Have Nothing To Post!!! :(“ And Then I Have Like A Gazillion Unfinished Art Sitting

flower field

the strangest thing to me about the BSD fandom is the fact that the vast majority of people in it are dazai fans, while also consistently assuming the absolute worst of him, disregarding the circumstances around his actions and giving him no grace or consideration of his situation whatsoever.

there's no doubt dazai is a bad person in many ways. he did plenty of unjustifiable, inexcusable things. he's pathologically manipulative with a totally skewed moral compass, most of which was undoubtedly brought on by his upbringing in the mafia. but at the same time, i see such a huge number of people taking that and somehow ending up with - and vehemently defending - this idea that he's a remorseless, indifferent, innately cruel person by nature?

are we forgetting this is the same dazai who was forced to false-witness a murder at fourteen years old? the same dazai who already wracked up numerous suicide attempts barely out of his pre-teens?the same dazai who was referred to by everyone around him as a 'demon' at fifteen years old? the same dazai consistently described as having grief-filled, empty expressions and detached, vacant reactions to practically everything when he was so young? the same dazai that oda described as "a child crying in the dark, alone, left to fend for himself with a hole in his heart as large as the world itself"?

that dazai is an indifferent, heartless, innately psychopathic person? really? i'm not convinced.

HELP WHYS HE SO SASSY

“I’ll give you three guesses why🙄” HELP

my inspo for how i wanna draw keeps changing i am so sorry to everyone who sees one drawing and follows me and then i post and i did a complete 180 like i dont feel like drawing like my last post anymore (i do have a drawing i need to post in the style though its just not on my specific computer) anywho idk whats going on anymore

this is my magnum opus i will never be able to replicate this

ITS MY #dream to have those exaggerated cartoony artstyles i love them GRRR im so mad because I KNOW i wont be able to do this again 😭😭😭😭😭

yk how you have to introduce cats very slowly? they’re hissing at eachother under the bedroom door

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Are you who i think you are

Final thoughts bsd 121.5

I am going back to napping

normal kids

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