Sunflowersandroses-blog - 🌻 Kaela 🌻

Spent the weekend with Jon and Trish at eachothers house having game nights 🥰 it's so nice to have a couple we can double date with that lives close by us

I keep trying to post my Bachelorette photos but they won't upload or save to draft 😭

Rhysand: Whoever made this mess is going to—

Feyre: It was me

Rhysand: —be immediately forgiven because everyone makes mistakes.

Ready for my husband to get home from work

Oh Grammy this breaks my heart. You were the sweetest around and had such an amazing heart. I know you couldn't live forever but I hate that cancer took you sooner. I'm grateful you got to see us get married last year and lucky to have even known my great grandma. I wish you could have stayed around a bit longer to see me get my college degree and to see me become a mom. Rest in peace 💔

For example, I almost didn't go on the first date with my husband. That day I woke up feeling horrible, strep was going around my work so I went to my doctor to get tested. I had told him we should probably cancel. He was so nice about it, as opposed to the string of shitty dudes I went out with. I told him if the test was negative then I would go out with him still if he didn't mind me being a bit stuffy. I was so nervous waiting for him to get to the restaurant and then everything just went so well. At the end he asked if I would like to walk around town, do something else, or go meet his dog Sasha. I picked the dog lol while at his house things obviously led to some kissing and he made sure that I knew I was in control of the entire situation. We I left that night he was already texting me to make sure I got home safe and plan our next date. In one date this man made me feel more respected and wanted than my last relationship ever truly did. And I almost had canceled. I'm forever grateful I followed my gut that night and met my wonderful husband. Who since the first date has never stopped making me feel loved, wanted, respected, supported and like the center of his world.

I hope what was said to me plays in their head. Especially when in response I said they needed to heal and I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Karma is no joke my guy.