Dear Hyunjin,
Don't worry. I wont ever leave you. Stay will never leave you. We will stay with you and all the stray kids until the end of time. Please don't cry. I'm so sad to see you crying. When you cry I cry. I can't imagine my life without you. From the moment I touched your hand, I knew I'd love you forever. So please, for me, remember we are here. And even in sad times, know that your heart is with Stay, and Stay's hearts are with you.
Always 🤗
The best story that I read in a while 😭
I love everything about it !! Everybody must read it 😁
Congrats for your hard work and good luck 💙✨🌻💫
I finally finished the contest fic and it's up now but I couldn't upload it with the link so I'm gonna try and post it here.
THIS LINK WORKS SO PLEASE READ THE FIC AND IF YOU LIKE IT SUPPORT ME PLEASE. PLEASE PLEASE. PRETTY PLEASE. IT WOULD MEAN SO MUCH.
This is the fanfiction Olympics and I want my writing to be worth something 😔✊
Also the formatting got fucked up cuz I was on my phone, I'm sorry.
The director of cybersecurity from the Electronic Freedom Foundation is offering to help women who have been threatened with compromise of their devices.
everybody gangsta until yoongi starts rapping about hopes and dreams
that’s it, that’s the post
I wish I could personally say thanks to Jisung for making Sunshine. That song is something that makes me want to smile but also brings sadness, and I cannot explain why. It makes me feel nostalgic, it even made me cry the first time I heard it. Listening to it makes me want to sit by the window and watch the stars or watch raindrops falling down the glass. It just makes me dive into my own inner world and there are only a few songs that do so. Well, that means that Sunshine is my favorite song on the album.
Hello everybody !!
Happy New Year !!
I hope this new year will bring you only happiness, lots of love and good moments 💙
I really love you and wish you all the best. Don't forget that you've worked hard in 2019 and you did your best. I know you are beautiful, kind, strong and a little piece of sunshine ✨ Please stay warm and try not to catch a cold 👀
Let's walk into 2020 stronger than ever and with more hope and love in our hearts.
I love you !!! 💙✨🎉🤗🥰🌻
💙💙💙💙
Wishin I had arms big enough to hug all of Stray Kids at once and then give each of them a kiss on the forehead and say “you’ve done so well and Stay will always be here”
It’s sad hours in this house hold today
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there are so many important messages that suga is trying to convey to his listeners through his mixtape and im sure that if you’ve read the lyric translations, you definitely know what i mean. i am seriously blown away that we’ve been fans of bts for what, 3 years now? for 3 years, ARMYs have easily labelled yoongi as ‘lazy’, given him that ‘idagf’ image, and yet, we were oblivious to so many of his hardships. we’ve always known that he’s hardworking, more quiet than the other members, and more reflective, but this mixtape honestly blew me away because yoongi’s gone through so much in his idol career and we had no idea.
first off, he touches on a sensitive topic that idols don’t speak openly about: mental health. he raps about seeing a psychiatrist, battling with depression, self-hate, experiencing social phobia since age 18, putting on a front, and loneliness. His entire song “The Last” really touches on this:
a word said like habit, oh, I don’t give a shit, I don’t give a fuck those words are all words I use to hide my weak self that time I want to erase, that’s right, the memories I want to erase of that day I had that concert I was afraid of people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself
and in “So Far Away”:
I’m in so much pain and lonliness but people around me keeping telling me to regain my consciousness I try to vent my anger but I only got myself so what’s the point of venting my anger I’m scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing
these lyrics from ‘At Dawn’ also illustrate this:
I pretend I’m not lonely, I pretend I’m not suffering I pretend I’m okay for no reason, meaninglessly I pretend to be strong don’t come over the wall I’ve put up in front of myself don’t throw me off this island in this wide sea
he also talks about his struggles during his trainee days and i dont think he’s ever talked in depth about this period of his life. this mixtape gives us some insight about him moving to seoul, getting a part time job to afford the cost of living in the city, going to school dead tired after work, and still training with big hit to live out his dreams
was I needy for success? No just needy for money it’d been a long time since I forgot the words ‘in style’ I practiced at night and went to my part time job at dawn then even if I dragged that tired body to school I just slept I became 20 that way, the sight of the graduation room was suspicious
and the fact that he admits he puts up a front:
I hide the self that’s behind my defensive posture I hide myself completely like I’ve become a criminal, always I can’t even take one step outside the dorm that’s like a prison
all of these are reasons im so moved. because it really highlights how idols only show one side of themselves to the camera, and fans can never really know them fully. we only know the version of bts’ min yoongi that he wants to show us through shows and broadcasts.
behind every idol rapper who succeeds there’s a weak self standing, it’s a little dangerous I fall sometimes again into depression and compulsion hell no, anyway I don’t even know if that’s the real me
but through his music? through his mixtape, he’s trying to show us another side of him, and i’m so thankful that he’s opened up to his worldwide audience. this takes courage. talking openly about your hardships and your weaknesses to people who look up to you, that takes some damn courage. so thank you, yoongi, for opening up to your fans.