In Love With The Idea Of Me, Mount My Head On A Wall / Sinful Desires Festering, Under My Pelt They Crawl

i’m still trying to formulate Thoughts about 17776 but chiefly the one i keep coming back to is how it comes off, to me, especially at the last chapter, as sort of….forcefully positive? thinking of juice’s rapid-fire answers to all of nine’s questions. the way there’s no explanation, or things are only glossed over. humanity solved war? really? we developed technologies that fix any disease or injury, prevent them from happening at all, even, and they’re just everywhere? no one has to work, but money is still at least partially a thing? whole cities and states and countries are underwater, but it’s okay, they all lived and relocated and continue their cultural practices?

this sounds like criticism. it’s not intended as criticism. i find it endearing, honestly. i feel as though jon bois is telling me “shut up. shut the fuck up about realism and violence and selfishness for one second. humans are creatures of play. humans are good. this is a story where humans are fucking good, and there is fucking joy, for once, so stop asking questions.”

so, okay. i’m not questioning. i’ll live in 17776 with him. and i’ll even take an interest in football

living vicariously

day 23: copycat ♡

(femslashfeb prompt list)

i want to be dissolved completely and slowly course through the pipes, pressing myself into cold steel.

that way i can truly be one with you as i was meant from the beginning.

you fill my mind. you change me. you were always here, behind my back, out of sight.

i will not disappoint.

I don't post here often, but I have an agenda called "everyone I stumble across needs to listen to Red Valley " and I thought people here might vibe with it 63ve7ge7dh7ev

si-fi football got me cryin n shits then it hits me with

3. Butthole Colossus.

i never thought id enjoy football by anymeans but here we are, what a time to be alive

ehh

been thinking of doing a weekly thing where I draw Aubrey

Speedpaint below

juice catsona but now it's just a fursona