How I Manifested (+revised) My Dream Body ౨ৎ

how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death

a little backstory

— for the sake of privacy, we’re gonna say my boyfriend’s mother’s name is kay

kay’s “death” was caused by a car accident (wasn’t her fault) and she later passed in the hospital. this all happened in new york, and my boyfriend and i live in georgia. but about a 2 days after we found out, we flew out there.

my bf and his mom were super close so that loss was a lot on him. he started burying himself in the gym, sleep, work etc & eventually he became really depressed. he would not get up out of bed and i could not take that. that was when i decided to revise her death, and this was like a week after she passed.

the moment i learned she was dead, i naturally entered the state of loss. so, i simply and quickly went over what state of mind i was currently in, and what state of mind i needed to be in.

now y’all know i love meditating <3 so ofc i meditated. the one i used is by edward art, i believe i’ve mentioned it before. but here’s the link 😌💘

so yeah after this meditation i had completely satisfied my imagination, i had a great feeling of serenity, and i was in the state of the wish fulfilled. + i let go of any need to control the 3d.

— reminder: don’t look at your 3d as something to change. things change when they change in consciousness/imagination. if you wanna manifest something, don’t point out your current circumstance as something that you need to change. be cool and fulfill it in imagination;)

— also sn: my boyfriend knows about the law but he doesn’t necessarily study or consciously use it. so, i didn’t tell him i was revising his mom’s death.

— and i had to continue to act like his mom was actually dead when i was around him, even tho at this point kay was 100% alive in imagination.

so in the morning, i would wake up and assume the state of fulfillment. throughout the day, when i would go check on my boyfriend, he always expressed his feelings, how i could help, and new ways he was trying to cope. honestly, seeing him so hurt and confused hurt me. and throughout this, one of the few things i always reminded myself was that, i’m not my emotions and i’m my thoughts, and neither of those things matter (in terms of manifesting).

another thing i always reminded myself of was the fact that i’m god, BUT i’m also human. so, the ‘god me’ was relaxed & satisfied. the god in me also didn’t have a hurting boyfriend with a dead mom. but the ‘human me’ did and he needed my comfort.

so that’s what i did, i comforted him because he was grieving the death of his mother. so what? i’m human, and i have human decency so ima comfort my baby.

HOWEVER, i didn’t attach myself to that (accept it). i didn’t look at me comforting him as “his mom’s dead and that’s final”, i just did it because he’s my bf and he’s hurt. but i still maintained fulfillment in imagination.

— i talk about this more in depth here. but basically the post acknowledges that yes, you’re god, but you’re also still human and you have a human life to respond to. so do that, respond to your life (when necessary) while simultaneously fulfilling the inner man.

as long as you continue to return to the state and fulfill SELF, you will manifest whatever it is you’ve fulfilled.

when it manifested

the night before it manifested, my bfs dad asked everyone (the family) over for brunch. just so everyone could be together during rough times and whatnot.

the next morning when we woke up, my bf.. it was like he completely reverted; he just went back to his regular self. i made sure to take a mental note of it.

as we were driving to his dads house he was acting very normal. all that pain, hurt, etc was not there. his whole energy was different. then what really got me was when we had got to a red light. he said “i already know my moms threw down, i wonder what she cooked”……….and i’m like, i know i’m not trippin. just went along with it and agreed with him cause what was i supposed to do lol😭?

so we pull up to the house and get to the door, and one of his brothers opened it. as we’re saying hi and walking further into the house we start smelling food and my bf goes “YUP! I KNEW IT!!”

then he walks into the kitchen and says “hey ma watchu in here cooking? it smells good”……. and his mom was literally standing there smiling before she gave him a hug.

this all happened naturally by the way. it was like… she never died😂😂 the power of revision yall!

anyways the whole afternoon went by like nothing ever happened.

i honestly thought it was pretty funny. knowing how they used to interact with each other while they were grieving kay’s death vs now was hilarious. and what makes it funnier is they never knew and never will 😂😂😂

so there y’all have it, how i revised my boyfriend’s mother’s death. sorry i made y’all wait so long:) i literally got so demotivated while trying to type this.

feel free to ask questions cause ik yall got some😩😂 love y’all 🫶🏾

for years and years and years i’d “try” to manifest my desired appearance and everytime i saw my reflection id get so anxious and sad thinking “this isn’t working for me! i am still ugly. why do i still look like this…” etc…

recently i started reading neville and focusing on my sc. girl, i am in peace now! i finally realised that what i’m seeing in the mirror is just an old manifestation/the old story. i stopped ignoring it and stopped giving it importance instead because the mirror is an old assumption so why would i waste my time thinking about it?

what i see in the 3d is something that’ll eventually “dissolve”, bc i persist in a new assumption. i look at my 4d, my imagination for confirmation. because imagination is real. imagination is jesus christ himself.

what happened since i live in my 4d:

- my nose getting gradually smaller and looking like i always desired it

- my hair is also getting darker with black and red strands in it! (before: dark blond/light brown)

- my teeth completely changed color. they had like a light yellow shade and it bothered me so much. now my teeth are completely free of stains and WHITE! LITERALLY PEARLY WHITE

- my acne and pimples are fewer with each day. the acne scars are completely gone and my skin is finally almost crystal clear.

in my 4d i am already the person who i always wanted to be so i’m just chilling because i know assumption will harden into fact and loa cannot fail.

❝ what i see in the 3d is something that’ll eventually “dissolve”, bc i persist in a new assumption. i look at my 4d, my imagination for confirmation. because imagination is real. imagination is jesus christ himself. ❞

- YES! you said it PERFECTLY, thank you for stating that! ♥️

living in the 4D is the best way to live agh, this success story is amazing and I’m so happy to hear you finally got successes! continue chilling love, you’re right when you say assumption will harden into fact because the law cannot fail!

how i manifested my dream face, dream body, and dream height!!

i can summarize everything in one sentence: i shifted my focus from my physical body ("the 3d will change") to the way i feel inside (state of already having my desires).

before, every time i remember the way i look in the 3d, i would affirm to myself that it's only a reflection of my old beliefs and that eventually, it will change. i was very patient and never forced anything. i just trusted in my subconscious. then one day, something clicked. maybe the reason why it's taking time for the 3d to conform to the 4d is because i keep on focusing on the 3d. even if i affirm that the 4d is the true reality and that the 3d will eventually change, i was still focusing on the 3d.

when i realized this, i immediately changed my perception. every time i was reminded of what i looked like in the 3d, i wouldn't affirm that it'll change. instead, i put myself in the state of already having my desire. this means i didn't affirm that the 3d will change, rather that the 3d doesn't matter at all because my desires are already mine no matter what the 3d shows me.

here are the physical changes i've manifested ever since i shifted my mindset:

☆ perfectly symmetrical eyes

☆ smaller nose

☆ more defined cheekbones

☆ symmetrical face (so my face looks damn gorgeous because it's naturally pleasing to the eyes)

☆ the clearest skin my skin has ever been

☆ a volleyball player's really smooth underarms

☆ perky boobs (tmi but i had to include it!!)

☆ 90s kate moss's toned stomach and small waist

☆ long and toned, hairless legs (thank god i don't have to shave anymore)

☆ i grew 9 inches taller!!!

as you can see, i've manifested so much physical changes when i stopped thinking about how the 3d needs to change. i focused on how i feel (state of already having your desires) and sustained that feeling.

manifesting is so damn easy i can't even. it's crazy.

HIII ELLA!! ❤️‍🔥

You’re my favourite loa blog, thank you for all the understanding, information and help you provide. Have a flower you beautiful soul🌷🌷

Success story? The loa has completely changed my life for the absolute better, I’ve become a master manifestor and have manifested everything different about my life, getting away from my abusers, moving into a new place, money, relationships and friendships, clear skin, desired body, books, shifting, everything literally ALWAYS working in my favor etc etc etc. you name it i’ve manifested it. I feel so balanced and in unity with who I am and where I came from (a different world) I’ve done all I need to do in this reality I was forced in and now it’s time to go to my true home (this reality, despite how I’ve manifested a better life, was never for me) aka shift to my intended reality, as a master shifter and manifestor I can do that. To anyone reading this in any need of advice, the truth is it really all does work out in the end, stay true in your imagination, it will all work out. I’m living proof of that. It’s all going to be okay I promise. Circumstances truly do not matter, no matter what anyone tells you even if the 3D is supposedly telling you the complete opposite of what you KNOW you have, persist. I promise it really all does work out, be proud of yourself and how far you’ve come and the places you’ll go. Consciously make decisions in alignment with the person you wish to become🌷it’s YOUR life, no one can live it for you, YOU are in full control and can manifest anything instantly.

And although I can’t remember ever sending an ask here, as a silent supporter, thanks for everything Ella, I love you, in every reality❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

- Aelia.

AAAAAAAARRRGGHHHHGGGH

THAT'S SO AMAZING!!!!! i started reading your message and the things you have manifested AND IT JUST KEPT GOING 😭😭

congratulations aelia! i‘m so so so happy to hear that i could (even if it’s just a bit) guide you on your journey ♡

Omg after your little rant to anon about magical things I can FINALLY share my success story that i’ve been keeping undercover because everyone would call me limiting.

THIS IS TO ANONS WHO ARE MANIFESTING WAKING UP OR MAGICALLY/SUDDENLY CHANGING THEIR LIFE INSTANTLY

Okay so i’ve been in the community and states for a little over 2 years now and fell into the trap of “you can manifest waking up a new person with a new life and lifestyle” thing and I did EVERYTHING including studying and applying sources like neville and edward (he was on reddit mainly back then) and I genuinely grasped everything and even helped a lot of people! I knew the law well and applied daily to “wake up” in a new life but guess what (oh so surprisingly) it didn’t happen. each day i would open my eyes and it would be my old life :(

I decided enough was enough and i gave up on the idea of magically waking up elsewhere and INSTEAD DECIDED TO ASSUME THE PERSON WHO ALREADY IS LIVING THEIR IDEAL LIFE and all the cute things in it! I decided that the how didn’t matter because if I had that life for years I wouldn’t care how it cale about. And you know what happened NOT EVEN A WEEK after I gave up on trying to “wake up” in it?? I STARTING GETTING THE THINGS I WANTED IN THE 3D. I WAS WALKING THE BRIDGE and within like 3ish weeks I was FULLY in my “ideal” life (3 weeks is NOTHING compared to the years i wasted).

I got a new house that was EXACTLY the one I wanted, I got gifted my dream car (no one knew i wanted it) , my sp wanted to get back together with me (now we are talking about engagement because we both still in uni), my “gym routine” started “working” (i had been working out for years with no change and now i saw the exact results i wanted in a healthy way), and i “won” free plastic surgery for a nosejob (i wanted to change my nose shape)

so guys im telling you, ITS ALL POSSIBLE BUT DROP THE HOW PLEASE I BEG YOU!! YOU ARE MAKING IT HARDER ON YOURSELF!!

thank you for sharing anon! so proud of you for manifesting all that :) proof that letting go of the how does wonders!

I manifested my dream life! I’m literally so happy ୨୧

BEFORE - I was constantly wavering and doubting myself and my power, in a cycle of persisting for like 5 seconds, reacting to the 3D and overconsuming information (and feeling a little drained). Obviously I was sick and tired of that so I decided to stop overconsuming and ACTUALLY apply the law.

HOW I DID IT - I simplified the law for myself, made my own rules, anything to make it fun, easy and effortless for me! My rules were:

- choose a desire, decide that it’s mine, persist and live in the 4D.

- nothing can ruin my manifestations. IT IS DONE.

I knew my subconcious would do anything to get me what I want and that I was doing everything right so my desires were inevitable.

PRO TIP: Read @cinefairy advice on not ignoring the 3D but knowing it will change especially when dealing with hard circumstances.

(Tbh I didn’t like the idea of having to ‘saturate’ my mind or impress my subconcious by repeating affirmations - the law is meant to be effortless.)

AFTER - My manifestations actually showed up pretty quickly! And I’m actually living the dream:

Pefect appearance from head to toe, pretty privelege, happy and healthy family, rich parents, living friends and boyfriend, perfect penthouse, ideal clothes, always smelling really good and clean, fluency in multiple languages, perfect grades, having multiple talents and hobbies, perfect physical and mental health and A LOT more.

I would only ever affirm to remind my self that it is done and you know just lived my life. If I can do it so can you!

Thank you to @sexydreamgirl @cinefairy @blushydior @sutheworld and many more!

Now please ask yourselves this - how many times are you going to ‘put your foot down’ or ‘restart’ and go through this horrible cycle, are you not tired?

Also can I be 💐 anon?

Wowwww this is absolutely wonderful congratulations, sweetheart! I'm beyond happy for you!

"how many times are you going to ‘put your foot down’ or ‘restart’ and go through this horrible cycle, are you not tired?" listen to them!

SUCCESS STORY!!🤎🧸

tw//mental problems, abusive family, bullying, suicide attempt, manifest/void obsession

first of all i want to thank lotus because it helped me even when i was thinking about suicide❤️‍🩹

it's been years since I learned loa and I was having problems with the manifest. althought I have known loa for 2-3 years, i constantly reacted to 3D and for such reasons I could not manifest anything for 2-3 years. and when i first learned loa i was obsessed with void. I was hurting myself to enter void. like if you don't enter void today I will kill you. i was crazy because of void. at the same time, I was staying in the family environment that dragged me to death, and I was bullied at school . i was hated by people even though i did nothing. i tried to commit suicide many times, my family wouldn't let me go to the therapist. also, no one said anything to the bullying I saw. thats why I bullied myself for years in the same way. if I told anyone I was being bullied and asked for help, they would say it was probably my problem to my face💀💀 and towards the end of 2022, i seriously couldn't stand it anymore. i was constantly reading blogs [i think there is no blog i haven't read, lmao] and the last time i couldn't stand it, i tried suicide again, but i failed. later i wrote to lotus and she gave me a lot of advice (baby ily😩❤️) and i cried more than i have ever cried that night. the problem is that while people were already ruining me, the real problem was that i was ruining myself too. after that day, in the first week, i had so many problems in my manifest journey. but until 2023, i said to myself, "i don't want to live like this anymore. i deserve the life I want.” i made a promise. and every time I felt like quitting, i remembered my promise to myself. and now i have revised my whole life, i live in dubai🤭. if you're going to ask how i did this, i started to listen to my inner voice, i almost stopped entering tumblr. i stopped affirming and wrote down the things that i was gonna revise one by one, and added them to the notes app on my phone. i made a note at the bottom that I already have these in my life. when “what if I can't manifest the life I want?” if such thoughts came to my mind, i told myself that the creation was already finished. in this process, i focused only on myself and was developing my self concept. before I went to bed at night, i was constantly imagining the life I wanted and I was staying in that state and saying I already had the life I wanted, I didn't affirm anything extra. and even those who made life difficult for me started to apologize to me. (i manifested their karma life lol) anyway I don't want to talk more about those bitches but I want to mention this. please take a break. relax. stay away from things like void, loa for a few days. I noticed that some of you are obsessed with void on this blog. but i must say void is just a method. if i manifested the life i wanted when i was only 12-13 years old, you can do it too. take a break and do what feels good to you. love yourself. loa blogs can help you up to a point. they can't spare all their days for you. start taking responsibility. find manifest methods that work well for you. love yourself. meditate. i’ve talked a lot but I would like to add that, if someone tells you that you are the cause of the circumstances you are experiencing right now, that you created the conditions in which you live, please tell them to shut their fucking mouths. no such thing. i was blaming myself again, thinking what a disgusting monster i am just because this “you create ur reality” thingy. but the truth is that creation is already over. good luck!

MY FAV SUCCESS STORY TO EXIST!!!! 😭

I literally cried when this girl texted me saying she is living her dream life, I was so pround, I am pround 💗

Backstory, she first texted me 12/15/2022

She told me everything about her circumstances, they were really bad ones, and she was 12 at time and this made my heart so broken (she revised her age) since her parents were really toxic and disgusting ( I am not going to say much about her old story).

So I told her all about the toxic home I lived and how I manifested it away too (my success, my failures).

So, time passed and 01/feb I got this text!

I literally cried because I was so happy for herrrr 💗😭😭

"How she did it?"

She focused in her inner Self being the only reality and ignored all circumstances!

"and i would love to you to add those youtubers and blogs" insta: - kriston jackson youtube: - lana blakely tumblr: - @becomingthatgirl111 — other sources abt loa: - joe dispenza, edward art"

I literally cried so much and I am so happy for you my angel, look how you did it! You were 12 and revised your whole life! 💗💗💗

And that are people out there who don't believe that it is possible to manifest things. Look at this girl 💓

You did it amazing love, I am so pround of you. You are deserving of all the best things in the world. I wish you all the fun in life. Thank you sm for sending me this, I feel so appreciated that I had helped you, but who did all of this was YOU! 💗💗💗

✉️You all, everything is possible!

hey! i've been a lurker in the manifestation community for YEARS now, and i've always had a really hard time manifesting. i'd listen to subliminals for hours and hours, affirm like there's no tomorrow, work as hard as i could and believed with everything in me but nothing ever worked.

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i was always on the brink of giving up. one little push would be all i needed to completely give up on manifestation and call it delusional cult bullshit. but something in me just refused to give up on it, because manifestation was my last hope for a lot of things in my life.

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i learned about manifestation when i was 12, and six years later at 18, i finally got the first thing i ever desired, and the one thing i've been working so hard for all this time.

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i'm biologically male.

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all it took was two weeks of... giving up. i gave up on subliminals, gave up on manifestation, gave up on affirmations - i just decided i was born male and that i was always male, and kept living like it. when people called me she i didn't care, when i was called a daughter or a sister i didn't care, when i wrote female on a sheet for my doctor i didn't care. i just knew i was male and had always been male with my whole heart, no matter what i heard or saw, or no matter what i told others.

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and i woke up male this morning. it was pretty scary at first, to be honest! i woke up feeling the same as i always did but when i got up and started getting ready for the day i noticed that uh. i had some new equipment. i was definitely startled, to say the least.

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i'm not gonna lie, i'm still processing all this. i woke up about six hours ago and i spent the last four hours processing all my emotions (and crying a lot, lol). this is literally life changing. it's insane. honestly i still feel like i'm hallucinating or something, but it's real. i'm real. i'm male. :,) ⠀ i haven't spoken to anyone yet, but here shortly i'm gonna go talk to my brother and see if he notices i'm suddenly male or if everyone believes i've been male this entire time. i'm crying right now as i write this. this is a huge success for me.

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i don't really know what else to say, i just felt i should share this and you're the first blog that came to mind. but yeah. i have a dick now. i'm flat chested. i look completely male. i'm still the same height (5'5) which is a bit disappointing but i guess i can just fix that. i'm male now. this is great. :)

this was actually touching to read. i am so so so happy for you, you have no idea! i’m so happy that you finally understood that circumstances do not matter and that the only thing that matters is your 4d reality. and once you understood it, you changed your 3d. i’m so happy to read this, truly, congrats <3

i just downloaded the app back again just to write and let any person that is reading this, that the law of assumption is a law, and that our minds YOUR mind is the most powerful thing alive.

okey. so. let me get this straight. i had always had hope in the law of assumption, but the hope in here is useless babe... we need confidence, we need persistence, we don't need the 3 minutes of hype where you read "you already have everything in this moment" and after that still in the state of waiting for something.

KEEP IT SIMPLE! think of what you want, desired face? okey. change your selfconconcept of the person that has the face, and i know that a lot of bloggers say just that, but im telling you, your only job in here is to think from the prespective that you already have it baby. don't stress yourself, everything will change because if it is in your imagination and you accept that it will reflect in the 3d, thats literally everything everything and everything . you don't need to change your thoughts, only your state, you want to get into the void this night? imagine however you want that you are waking up with everything you wanted, it is not a desire, it is the reality. you want proof? go to your imagination. everything is there.

what i manifested and how i did it?

i never liked the list of things that someone manifested because they were like... too simple for me 😭 i wanted big sh1ts, so i said; if they aren't gonna do it, let me do it first. i did it. 🙆🏻‍♀️

changed my COMPLETELY APPEARANCE. i mean, i look exactly but so much hotter like Shin Ryujin the idol from south korea! (love that queen xoxoxo)

changed my complete body. from shoulders to toes. im telling you. i have already 3 days since i manifested it and im still shocked how easy is it. please. don't overthink anything. just accept that your imagination and subconscious is taking care of everything. believe in you.

changed my nationality to chinese (got that many ppl will criticize me but whatever, im still being the hot chinese girl)

changed my age to 19 years old. changed all of my documents. changed all of my past too.

changed my family. changed my life completely.

being the first always, always, always in my university, im studying psychology now. <3

changed my house of course. changed how wealthy i am. im telling you from the top of my heart. you can get free money from millions and millions of places and situations. you just need to accept that you deserve them. because we deserve the best and anything more low than that. get it?

changed my idioms. i grew up in france now so i know perfectly french, i know chinese, korean, english and german.

i know to play piano, bass guitar and violin like if i played them since i was a kid. 🥺

living in seoul korea. having the hot rich popular kind style living in seoul. 😩

making everyone being interested in me, i mean, i just thought for a second that everyone is gonna be interested in me when i will get into the university and guess what. they did.

getting into the void everytime i get to sleep. so if i want something to manifest tomorrow my subconscious is gonna make it for me. 🫂

having s3x with desired person. having him crazy for me. i really love him :( just... so happy i kept persisting. everything is done baby. don't worry.

meeting with desired famous ppl. i mean. just meeting them like a fan. not into that lol

how i did it?

just simply accepting that the law of assumption is a law. if i assume that i have something is it how i say. i don't need to argue with nobody in this 3d. nah. just minding my own business and keeping myself relaxed being "delusional" whatever, i just said, i want this life and after years of knowing the law of attraction (worst era ngl) and now knowing the law of assumption i decided what i wanted. just affirm to youserlf. if i wanted proof i will meditate and see it in my imagination. that's everything. i never ever liked any methods or sht like that. just sleep knowing that when i wake up or everything will be already materialized because i saw it in my imagination or i will get into the void. whatever. i will still get everything however way. you get me?

nothing is said in stone just if you say so. so get up that subconscious of yours and impress it. make it feel like you don't have anything to do anymore. DON'T COMPLICATE ANYTHING. 🥲

tips;

1. there are no tips.

YOU GOT THIS ALREADY! imagination should be a comfortable space. keep your time. don't worry for anyone, everything will work out for you. you need something urgent for tomorrow? is not anymore you needing it urgent, is you being relaxed knowing that if you can feel it in your imagination, everything and everyone will morph to make your imagination a fact, because there's no other option.

you assume that if you have it in your imagination everything will morph to please you, because you deserve anything but the best.

you accept it. even if you doubt. don't feel hope. feel confidence. you can't fail. if you say that you will not get anything, you are manifesting that you will not get it. if you say that no matter what you see everything will be as how you please. that will manifest. nothing is upper or lower. is the same. but you decide, what version will you be?

yoyitos. ★

HOW I MANIFESTED MY DREAM LIFE IN A WEEK

BACKSTORY

So I decided to fully immerse myself in "persisting" and fulfilling when I listened to Lonely one by LOVA because I spent around an hour just sobbing because I related to the song.

the week that I started was around Easter break and I was under the most amount of stress I have ever been through and I could see it the effects on my body

I was breaking out with huge pimples even though I was on accutane, I was averaging 2 hours of sleep a day every week for 2 weeks, my period had going on for 2 weeks, I was losing weight rapidly (was under 35kg:( ) my anxiety was at an all time high because I got harassed again(sexual assault victim). I used to have severe depression and have had multiple failed attempts of suicide. AND YES I WAS DESPERATE AS FUCK TO MANIFEST THIS DREAM LIFE OF MINE WHICH IS NO LONGER A DREAM

in the mornings I would be super anxious but I learned how to deal with it and get myself into the state super easily

HOW I DID IT

I GOT OFF TUMBLR: you know how many times I doubted myself only to realise I was doing everything right

I also read and listened to Edward Art MULTIPLE TIMES

Within a week of fulfilling and persisting, I had manifested my dream life. just like that. I woke up one morning and everything I had ever desired was right there. and it was super easy.

all I did was affirm(to remind not to get), visualise and feel. I would only do these methods if I wanted to, if I didn't I wouldn't.

Within a few days, the anxiety lessened so much and it started to feel natural. 

this was a question on Bambi's " how I manifested with hard circumstances " post which has now been sadly deleted but I remember copying this because it gave me hope at the time I copied it (don't hope, just know)

"But isn’t ranting “not letting the old story die out?” you and i could rant until our minds are cleared, just as long as you flip my thoughts, you are on the right track.  I rant for 2% of my 24 hour days. The other 98% i was persisting in the fact that creation was done. as “time” went on, it began to feel more natural and I felt more at ease. I held onto that feeling because I knew this was when I would get my desires and I did."

and that was when I knew I shouldn't give up and I just kept going even when I wanted myself to just get on tumblr and overconsume 

I actually nearly decided to see what I was "doing wrong". I clicked on one of Aphrodite's posts but I didn't read it. I just asked myself if I would look through it if I had my desires and I wouldn't and since I already have all of my desires I didn't.

Whenever the anxiety was too strong and I could feel the frustration and desperation building up, I would just rant and it helped me calm down and get back into the state super easily.

why?

because STATES MANIFEST THOUGHTS DON'T

which is why you can rant.

you know how many FUCKING DOUBTS I had, but I didn't even give them attention coz they didn't deserve any and how many times I wanted to just give up, but I was like NO, STFU, I DON'T WANNA LIVE MISERABLY ANYMORE and now I'm not :)

The affirmations I used:

It is done

I am living my dream life

I am in my desired reality

The 3d will conform as long as i keep persisting

Imagination is the real reality

I also daydreamed, but since imagination is the real reality they were real

WHAT I MANIFESTED

- desired appearance

- name change

- family change

- skills (drivers licence etc)

- apartment and furniture

- wealth

- a bunch of random materialistic things

- desired friend group (I absolutely love them!)

- desired uni and always getting good grades

- outfits from pinterest

and a bunch of other things

- I also ended up manifesting an sp without even knowing and he's pretty much I everything I scripted him to be(scripted a year ago because I didn't really care for a relationship) but this happened before I manifested my dream life

after a year and half of being on loablr I finally manifested my dream life. and you can too

(there was probably over 100 things I wanted but I realised what I want is not much, nothing ever is when you know about loa and yes, i was super desperate)

you don't need anymore information other than @angelsinluv states post and fulfillment challenge

you shouldn't ever be stressed or worried while manifesting whatever you want, because you wouldn't stress if you had it

TAKE YOUR TIME

YOU GOT THIS