So we see Jian Yi leave to fetch Xiao Hui a drink like the gentlman he is and therefore leave Zhan Zheng Xi and Xiao Hui alone. The air is tense and quiet. Zhan Zheng Xi isn’t a very talkative or loud person. Most of the time he doesn’t speak unless spoken to. He’s an introvert and very much likes to keep to himself except for when it involves Jian Yi (but this doesn’t mean he can’t be sociable). The air doesn’t appear to be awkward for Zhan Zheng Xi. He’s calm, stoic, poker faced as usual; Xiao Hi, on the other hand, is the exact opposite. Xiao Hui’s face is flushed because she is alone with the guy she has a huge crush on, she’s nervous and also slightly uncomfortable because said guy rejected her not too long ago.
During the short but tense silence, she seems to be pondering something. Although nervous, face flushed, a drip of sweat rolling down her cheek, she asks Zhan Zheng Xi if he likes someone.
Now this is interesting because it was obvious from before, when Xiao Hui insulted Jian Yi calling him an abnormal / disgusting gay that Xiao Hui knew / kind of suspected that Jian Yi liked Zhan Zheng Xi. However, it seems that after Zhan Zheng Xi rejecting her, she herself realized that Zhan Zheng Xi had mutual feelings for Jian Yi. It must have been something that has been going through her mind for a while now. We have repeatedly seen how the student body act / react to seeing Zhan Zheng Xi and Jian Yi together, a lot of them stare in shock and/or amazement, it’s pretty obvious to most people there who have seen them interact that their feelings for each other are more than platonic. It didn’t seem to be as obvious to Xiao Hui at first but now it seems as clear as day to her. So she finally begins to wonder about Zheng Xi’s feelings for Jian Yi.
Zhan Zheng Xi responds with a rhetorical question. One about the spectrum of human emotions. At first it almost seems as if he is trying to avoid her question with another but he doesn’t. It actually reveals quite a bit. In a conversation I was having with @homolygamous, she said something that I agreed with: “Zheng Xi said that what he feels for Jian Yi is more than just an average person’s definition of liking a person. It’s like he’s saying that what he feels for Jian Yi can’t be explained in simple words / feelings because what is feels for him is far more unfathomably deeper than that”. Zhan Zheng Xi has always been in love with Jian Yi and he is finally, slowly but surely, coming to realize his own feelings. He knows his feelings for Jian Yi are far deeper than just a ‘like’. His feelings are so deep and ardent that he has a hard time explaining it which is actually what he says right after, “It’s hard to explain to you..” when he actually attempts to answer her question, not avoiding it at all. Also notice how Jian Yi was the first and only person he thought of when asked this question. Of course Jian Yi would be the first person to come to his mind. Once again affirming, the person he has feelings for is Jian Yi.
At this point, using context clues and simple observation Xiao Hui is now sure that the person he is talking about is Jian Yi. She decides to be upfront about it and directly asks “Is it Jian Yi?” knowing full well the answer. She knows already. She knows the answer is yes. She wouldn’t be crying if she didn’t know his feelings for Jian Yi were mutual. Xiao Hui is crying because she is heartbroken — the guy she likes and is clearly still not over yet already has strong romantic feelings for someone else, for her it’s like a knife twisting inside her, to know that the suspicions she has been having were true. But we can also see that she is also smiling when she asks if its Jian Yi, because ultimately I think she does want happiness for the person she likes even if its not with her; just like when Zheng Xi rejected her, he still wished that someday he hoped she would find someone to make her happy even though he admitted the person for her would not be him. Her smile also seems to be a way to provide support for Zheng Xi, whether intentionally or not, and show that she is okay with it (him having feelings for another man, even though she had said those terrible things to Jian Yi back then).
Zhan Zheng Xi grins just ever so softly at this question. He is grinning at the thought of Jian Yi and his feelings for him. Zheng Xi’s “嗯” = ”en” “hng” “mm” is a very simple affirmation. Zheng Xi doesn’t say an explicit yes but the meaning is still there. He then continues to try and attempt to describe his deep feelings for Jian Yi.
[off topic: can you hear me screeching happily in the distance? now back on track] Zhan Zheng Xi emphasizes that Jian Yi is someone important, very important to him. It has always been obvious with his actions, but here we actually hear in Zheng Xi’s own words how significant Jian Yi is to him. This is probably the first instance in which we hear how he truly feels about Jian Yi, we’ve heard other semi-confessions like the “I want to be a grown up faster, become stronger so that I can protect you” but this one is different… especially given that its one he addresses after being directly asked if he has feelings for Jian Yi. Jian Yi has always been the most important person in his life, which isn’t to say that Zhan Zheng Xi doesn’t have other people important in his life (like his family) but Jian Yi more so, there is something about Jian Yi that just can’t be touched. No one can reach the level of significance and importance of Jian Yi to him. Which is why he calls Jian Yi irreplaceable. No one will ever touch his heart and soul like Jian Yi has. They have so much history, they are so far gone for one another, their feelings for the other is overwhelming. Jian Yi will always been his one true love. His one true soulmate.. reminds me a lot of when Old Xian created the illustration with the words “一生一世/for eternity/for life” printed on their shirts. No one can replace Jian Yi. Let how deep that is sink in. No one. Zhanyi’s feelings are mutual and Zheng Xi is finally starting to realize his. This development is so wonderful.
i’ve seen so many negative reviews of Bridgerton concerning it’s ‘forced diversity’. Which is what one would take away from it if you only watched the first 10 minutesIf you stopped to watch the whole thing, you’d see it’s anything but forced.
Consider our historical context here:
Around the time the story takes place, the Trans-Atlantic Slave trade would’ve been nearing it’s end, with debates over slavery in England reaching their peak. Not to mention, that by this time, India had been colonized.
Many black and brown people began to make their way into English society, and not only the lower factions. While the vast majority of us lived in poverty and cruel conditions, there were some of us who managed to make it out on top. There is documented evidence of our existence in Regency Society. We were simply hidden from the gaze of the world for so long because for so long we have allowed the oppressor to write all of our history.
Not only that, but Queen Charlotte has long been rumored to have been biracial, coming from the Black Branch of the Portuguese Royal Family. Therefore, having a black Queen Charlotte might’ve been more historically accurate than having a paper white one
Therefore, on all counts, the diversity in Bridgerton cannot be considered forced, but rather, long over due. We have always, and always will be, part of your history, whether the delicate sensibilities of white conservatives can handle it or not. And every time a black/brown creative makes it to a place of power, a place like Bridgerton created, we come a little bit further out of the wings and into the limelight. This very sentiment is reflected in arguably one of the most poignant scenes in Bridgerton: (minor spoilers)
When Duke Simon and Lady Danbury are discussing love, Lady Danbury comments on just how they got to their position. She tells Simon that thanks to the love between one of their own, Queen Charlotte, and the King, they were given an opportunity to rise.
(side note: while this is very important historically and plot-wise, it was also very refreshing to witness. very often in stories of romance and drama, the struggles of poc are sidelined in favor of a more frivolous tone. Bridgerton addresses it head on, in a realistic way) But, by having a person who looked, spoke, and lived like them in a place of power, they were able to come that much closer to living a fully realized life as peers of their white counterparts. Bridgerton manages to not only deliver a sharp commentary on the state of historical revisionism and the state of inclusion in society, but also describe their own experience. Bridgerton’s diversity is far from forced, it is historically accurate, it is relevant (both in our world and theirs), and it adds a level of nuance and depth to their world, that I had not expected from it. It immerses you in it’s world further, and it gives me and other black and brown folks like me a world in which I can finally see myself reflected in the way that our ancestors paved the way for. It is exactly what historical representation should be.
In conclusion: WATCH BRIDGERTON IT IS SO FUCKING GOOD
Happy Birthday Sanji! - March 2nd 2018
I’m late but I will never forget your day!
my first animatic... pls enjoy my art
for my buddy zella on twitter :^)
i have ko-fi if u fancy supporting a starving art queer
Have more Snape screencaps ^^
Snape didn't bother to mentor us before the second quidditch match. Suddenly when the final match arrived, he wanted to meet us (my OC and me) again and seemed passionate and demanding about slytherin team winning the quidditch cup.
I'd like to think that when one of Slytherin players got injured before the final match because of an accident involving a ravenclaw player, he got angry and wanted to make sure that Slytherin players would not be defeated because of this 😊💕💕 I love him
Slytherin team won the quidditch cup. Snape came to the celebration party and was uncomfortable and disturbed the whole time. It was amazing. Just look at him congratulating the players! He looks so stressed! 😂😂
I haven't included most of the screencaps from the party because I'm not a fan of how his face looked (he was so cranky you wouldn't believe it). I loved it when he said "You won the Quidditch Cup" with his sarcastic attitude and I wanted to include the screencap where he leaves the party like a boss but I didn't have enough space. I will include it in the next batch of screencaps, if you still want these :)
One of the golden screencaps I didn't manage to capture was the one were Snape SMIRKED in the first quidditch match. He hasn't smiled ever since and sometimes I'm not sure if it was real
I haven't read your message yet, but I know that you have amazing memes waiting 😄 this is fun!
WHY DON’T I GET NOTIFICATIONS?!
He’s so offended and done with parties!!😆😆 I really love that he always stands far from everyone. There’s a bunch of people and he just...stands as far as he can from them, classic Snape.
Oh God, he looks so mad!!! I love him so much😭🤣
He’s such a dad for Slytherin🥰💗, makes me jealous of you guys, in a nice way.
He’s like I don’t care for the sport, but you lot better win the cup.
And when you win he’s all...Well at least you did what I asked🤣🤣
Oh yess, Snape pics are like pet pics, I will never not want them!!
My memes were lame-ish and out of context, lool.
Thank you for the screencaps!!💗💗💓
I finally updated my full list of Twenty One Pilots songs!
Twenty One Pilots, 2009
Implicit Demand for Proof
Fall Away (Live)
The Pantaloon (Live) (and a newer live version)
Addict With a Pen (Live) (UG Studios Session)
Friend, Please (Live)
March to the Sea (Live) (and a newer live version)
Johnny Boy (Live)
Oh Ms. Believer (Live)
Air Catcher (Alternate version) (Live)
Trapdoor (Live)
A Car, A Torch, A Death
Taxi Cab (Live) (Acoustic)
Before You Start Your Day
Isle of Flightless Birds (Live)
Regional at Best, 2011
Guns for Hands (Live)
Holding On To You (Live)
Ode to Sleep (Live)
Slowtown (Live) (and a newer live version)
Car Radio (Live)
Forest (Poem) (Live)
Glowing Eyes
Kitchen Sink (Live) (feat. Zack Joseph)
Anathema (Live)
Lovely (Live)
Ruby (Live)
Trees (Live)
Be Concerned (feat. Jocef)
Clear
Vessel, 2013
Ode To Sleep (Live)
Holding On To You (Live) (the Live Room) (Acoustic)
Migraine (UK version) (Toy Piano version) (Live) (the Live Room)
House of Gold (Live in a couple of places) (Live) (the Live Room)
Car Radio (Live) (the Live Room) (UG Studios Session) (Acoustic)
Semi-Automatic (Live)
Screen (Live) (Acoustic) (Acoustic #2)
The Run and Go (Live)
Fake you Out (Live)
Guns for Hands (Live)
Trees (Live)
Truce (Live)
Lovely (Bonus Track)
Blurryface, 2015
Heavydirtysoul (Poem) (Live)
Stressed Out (Ukulele version) (Live) (Alternative live version)
Ride (Live) (Acoustic)
Fairly Local (Live)
Tear In My Heart (Live) (Acoustic)
Lane Boy (Live) (Acoustic)
The Judge (Live) (Acoustic)
Doubt (Live)
Polarize (Live) (Acoustic)
We Don’t Believe What’s On TV (Live) (Acoustic)
Message Man (Live) (Acoustic)
Hometown (Live) (Acoustic)
Not Today (Live)
Goner (Video) (Live)
Trench, 2018
Jumpsuit (Live) (Live @AMA’s)
Levitate (Live)
Morph (Live)
My Blood (alternate video) (Live) (Acoustic) (Acoustic #2)
Chlorine (Live)
Smithereens
Neon Gravestones (Live) (Acoustic)
The Hype
Nico And The Niners (Live)
Cut My Lip (Live) (Acoustic)
Bandito (Live)
Pet Cheetah (Live)
Legend
Leave the City (Live)
TOPxMM, 2016
Heathens (feat. Mutemath)
Heavydirtysoul (feat. Mutemath)
Lane Boy (feat. Mutemath)
Ride (feat. Mutemath)
Tear In My Heart (feat. Mutemath)
Suicide Squad, 2016
Heathens (Live) (SNL)
No Phun Intended, 2007
Blasphemy
Drown
Hole in the Ground
Save
Taken By Sleep
I Want to Know
Just Like Yesterday
Never Change
Prove Me Wrong
Realize That It’s Gone
Tonight
Falling Too
Whisper
TB Saga (Part 2)
Going Down
Trees
Where Did We Go
Hear Me Now
Unrealsed songs/covers
Two
Dollhouse
What’s Your Story? (This isn’t really a song, it’s a poem)
Always
Time To Say Goodbye
Can’t Help Falling in Love
Cancer
Jar of Hearts
Mad World
Coconut Sharks in the Water
Old song medley
7 Acoustic Covers
Safe and Sound
O Come, O Come, Emmanuel
Jump Around
Twist and Shout/My Heart Will Go On/Love Yourself/Jump Around
All I Do Is Win (feat. Chris Joseph)
Build Me Up Buttercup (also this one)
I’m Yours
Brown Eyed Girl
Call Me Maybe (feat. a fan)
Covers with Nigel
Drum covers/Gangnam Style
ET
Get Lucky/Safe and Sound
Someone Like You
National Anthem (Tyler Joseph & Nick Thomas)
No Woman, No Cry
One More Time
Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Summertime Sadness
Wonderwall
You and I (It’s from the RAB web-series!)
You Make Me Wanna Shout
You’re Beautiful
9 Crimes
Unfinished songs
I Need Something
Korea
Demo, 2011
Demo, 2013
Other/features
If live (House of Heroes) (or: Josh Dun singing for 10 seconds)
Hoverboard song
Original Christmas songs
Lord of Glory (Whittaker feat. Tyler Joseph)
Rulers of Reverse (Whittaker feat. Tyler Joseph)
Twenty-Nine (Whittaker feat. Tyler Joseph)
Producer (Whittaker feat. Tyler Joseph)
If I forgot some songs, or the links don’t work, then don’t hesitate to send me an ask!
Day 4 (Liberation)
Day 5 (Widower)
Day 6 (Buddy)
Day 7 (Simon)
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I’m in the 3rd group ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
not sure if I did it right
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