Just a random prompt I had in mind! :) It was inspired by this Yakuza tattoo fanart of Dazai and Chuuya, if I can find it again, I'll link it!
Dazai entered the private room, a giant traditional painting hanging on the wall behind the woman. She did not move, and a veil left only her mouth visible. Her fingers were delicate like a that of a pianist, her back straight and her eye contact made with the wall. He sat down, his back facing her.
“You’re the tattooist?”
“Are you the prodigy?” She replied, a faint smile on her face as cleaned her knife. The pale complexion of the cloth was irritated with the splotches of red from a previous client. She glanced at him, though unclear through the opaque veil.
“I don’t like questions,” He said. “But I’ll take it that you are the Port Mafia’s new tattooist.” He revealed his back. It had a few scars, merely sketches on the surface. He lay down, looking ahead to the open window, his chin resting on the edge of the futon. The moon glided through the seas of the sky, aggressively resting it’s eyes on him.
“The moon is bright today,” Lotte commented, looking at the open wound on her palm, pulling the skin to separate the scabbing. The skin was puffy, a gently feverish red surrounding the cut.
He was silent, looking at her hand. “Is that so.”
She nodded. “The moon shines the brightest on the coldest nights.” She examined the blade, her smile soft. “How sweet the moon is, to try and mimic the sun’s warmth.”
Dazai looked at her once again, the brown hue of his eyes now tainted with the night. She barely moved; he could only tell by the hushed shifts of her clothes against the knee pillow. Her skin was dark, like water under the sunset. She had no presence, she was careful not to exist in a manner that would let her be seen easily. At the same time, she was as prominent as the last ember on the tip of a candle.
“Can I have your hand?” She asked.
He offered it in an uncaring manner. Even after she had made a small cut on his fingertip, he did not flinch. She rested the knife on a new white cloth, the old one miserably curdled in the bin, sagged.
“My apologies, but it makes the process easier if I use my skill,” Lotte said, a glow emitting from their open wounds. She had not summoned it verbally, and the only glow emitting around her came from the moonlight.
She took to the tattoo, working in silence. As she did, the scent of chrysanthemums became more pungent. She hesitated, before lifting the pen. She lay it down, withdrawing from him.
“Your skill must be effective for this.”
“I suppose so.”
She then looked at his face, which was barely contorted with a look of pain. He scoffed. He had barely changed, his presence eerie whilst charismatic. There was only the presence of a ghost, as if he wasn’t truly there, only his body holding him hostage in his pain.
“You should’ve realized my ability nullified yours, most of your clients talk about the ungodly scent of earth during the process. I didn’t smell anything.”
Lotte glanced at him, tilting her head to the side carefully, the veil slanting alongside her actions. She cleaned the knife with one clean swipe, casting aside the used cloth into the black bin, disappearing amongst similar cloths with similar blotches.
“Silent suffering is a sin. Take it as punishment.”
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Going to read The Poems of Nakahara Chuuya just to understand him, his perception & why he was put with Dazai
Please let me know if this needs TWs :)
Again, this is sloppy. I'll clean it up when I do another analysis, but I think it's alright, but it's not supposed to be academic -- it's just for fun! (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
If you want something to listen to whilst reading this:
I pulled Dazai!! (≧▽≦)
I love him and his antics so much <3 who flirts with a lion and then gets bitten <3 he does, he shouldn't be trusted in any public spaces please (read: PLEASE) keep him away from any public spaces <3
@tamarintoee
actually cant wait for goblin week 2022…
* every week is a goblin week if you like goblins
Feverishly reading a 20k analysis on a character, surrounded by sticky notes, just so I can draw some art and write some stories
Considr liking? (*^▽^)/★*☆♪!!
beast spoilers just in case
something i’ve been thinking about is dazai’s bandages during his time in the pm vs beast dazai
i’ve seen people talk about how dazai’s right eye is covered in the pm, sort of symbolizing how he’s shut off his emotions during that period of his life.
meanwhile, in beast, the bandages cover the opposite eye. thinking about it, this does represent his motivations during the course of beast—dazai’s actions can be perceived as purely emotional by the end.
after all, dazai wanted to preserve a world where oda was able to carry out his dream of becoming a writer, even at the expense of his own life. through beast, we get to see a somewhat more emotional dazai, even if outwardly he still tries to suppress these feelings
tbh i’m struggling to fully put into words the incoherent thoughts in my brain but im hoping the bsd fans of tumblr can pick up on the brain waves im transmitting telepathically through this post ykyk
6.22.23 - Dazai Sketches
Monday was Dazai's birthday, but I only managed to make a collage for him. Now that I think on it, making fanart isn't as scary as I thought :)
Do the scans look okay??
here is a link to the gofundme for the funeral of delaina yaun, a victim of the shooting in atlanta, and another link to the gofundme to support her family, she is survived by 2 children and a husband. (these are both verified by gofundme.)
here is a gofundme link for elcias hernandez ortiz, who was shot but is currently in intensive care as i write this. he was the only survivor of this attack. his family will need help paying for the medical bills. (cnn includes this link in an article about the attack.)
if i find any more links to the help out the victims friends and family i will add them.
thank you for donating if you can, and thank you for sharing. everyone please stay safe.
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