Sorry to break yall's hearts but this is too well written of a post to not include in here.
a normal and average sunday consists of lying on the ground thinking about how much I'd like to go back and do everything again because this time I'd do everything right
AIMEE WAI
Is your soul okay?
turn ur do i deserves ~into~ do i wants
I am going to see my dad today. He is still on the ventilator and probably will be for the next few days.
I am not ready to lose a parent.
I have hope that the hospital he’s at now can fix this. But I am still scared and overwhelmed.
You are not a machine. You're a soul who needs music, connection, sunsets, laughter, and small pockets of joy. Prioritize them like your life depends on it because it does. Lite isn't meant to be a cycle of stress and survival. Pause. Look up. Let the sunset remind you: you’re here to live, not just to hustle. Life is not a to-do list. It's a gift. Walk slower. Hug longer. Laugh louder. Love deeper. The clock may be ticking but your presence is timeless. We've been conditioned to believe that constant productivity equals worth, but humans weren't designed for endless output. We need moments of wonder, connection, and rest not as rewards for hard work, but as essential ingredients for a meaningful life.