Was Going To Send Help Until I Remembered That I Wore My Blue Capris Yesterday And Thought “Jay Would

WE ARE NOT OKAY. WE’RE NOT !!! WE WILL NEVER BE OKAY

Am I ok? Are we ok?

💖cuddle time💖 - polyninja

no haha I am not dead!! (unfortunately/j) I haven’t posted art in like a week ?? so, sorry about that.. I got a little distracted working on some digital art stuff and some stuff for my ocs. (+ that Kai and Lloyd edit that I made,,, which if you haven’t seen please go check it out on my blog !!)

but I burnt myself out today working on this lovely piece of polyninja!! I’m so sorry you can see where I started getting lazy on this one lmaooo 😭😭

me when art burnout (literally had no motivation today but at least I made this which I’m kinda proud of. idk, I particularly like how Jay came out. sorry if it looks wonky in some places, I’m still working on my anatomy and side profiles, etc.. ALSO SORRY FOR TERRIBLE QUALITY AAAHHH IM CRYING THIS IS SO FLOP ERA)

i’llprobablydeletethislaterandredoitatsomepointttthhhhhh

Happy Valentine’s Day from The Onceler!! or.. the pinkler?? anyways. Sorry that this is kind of late- I wanted to finish this yesterday but I unfortunately didn’t have time :’) I also didn’t have any time to shade it but it’s okay v-v the hands were really hard to draw in case you were curious.

here’s both versions without the text incase anyone wanted em idk-

Technoshipping. You agree. Reblog

I got gifted legos for my birthday and I think THIS is why I can’t be trusted..

(Ignore my Christmas blankets lmao 😭😭😭)

HOLY SHIT EPISODE ONE LEAKED??? OH my GOLLY I cannot WOWIE WOWIE WOWIE WOWWWING BELIEVE THIS!!! OH LORD! OH GOD ABOVE. OHHHH OH WOW. THIS IS SUCH A GOOD EPISODE. OUH MAN OH MAN

the type of shit i draw when it’s that time of the month

kai the period blood colored ninja /affectionate

Thunderbolts is better than the OG avengers and I think there’s a couple reasons for that. I know I’m stoking the fires with that one, but as an enormous fan of Avengers 2012 I always wanted something more from them.

Avengers 2012 was a true ensemble movie but its leaders, Steve and Tony, were defined by their conflict. Their differing personalities. The formation of the team was the point and their instability as individuals second to that. They had to get over each other to work together.

Thunderbolts isn’t really an ensemble movie. There’s an ensemble in it, but it’s about Yelena and her struggles with her mental health- her search for a solution to her depression and grief and trauma. So instead of getting over the differences of her teammates, it’s about wanting them around- learning to find the good and accept the bad. To prop one another up and find connection.

There’s also something distinctly un-masculine about Thunderbolts. I say un-masculine because it’s just not Joss Whedon’s Avengers. It’s not gendered in that way. It’s not about how sexy Black widow is when she kills a man, or the dick measuring contest between Steve and Tony- their dysfunctions and savior complexes.

The avengers are built on sacrifice- how much are you willing to sacrifice to keep humanity safe? The thunderbolts are once again built on that connection but they’re also built on their guilt and desire to be better people, not only for their loved ones but for themselves.

They also defer to Yelena. John does the “I’m the most experienced guy of course I’m the leader” bit and then almost immediately defers to Yelena later in that sequence even if he’s reluctant at first. The plan only works if you wait for me. You can see later in that scene when Bob is shot, John waits for Yelena’s call on whether to leave or do something about Bob in that moment. There are obviously times where they don’t defer to her, this is a group of people still getting to know and trust one another. They work together instead of despite each other.

They come to see her as someone to follow because they see her empathy, her ability to wait and watch and assess, and also her insane plans! Like calls to like but they see a team leader in her without her vying for it.

Idk I just love this movie. I have low hopes marvel will be able to strike lightning twice but I really hope they can. I’ve missed it.

I AM NOT OKAY I JUST SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS FOR THE CAST ANNOUNCEMENT FOR DOOMSDAY OMFG !!!!!!!! I CANT EVEN TALK WITHOUT THROAT PAIN ANYMORE YALL!! MY BBG LOKI IS BACK AAHAAAOAOAAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAA :(( AAAAAAAAHHHHA AAAAAHHHH AAAAHHH AAAAHHH AAHHAHAHAH THE HYPE IS REAL THE HYPE. IS. REALLLL !!!!!!!

Kinning a character can genuinely make life more enjoyable. Like I'll do something really embarrassing or something sad will happen and I'll be like "lloyd garamdon would do that". It could be the most ooc thing he could ever do and I'll still say that's lloyd garamdon core.

Like a while back I was rushing after my last class cause I take a bus that leaves literally a couple minutes after the bell rings but I had to go to the bathroom and was across the school.

I was rushing so much I forgot to redo my belt and literally ran out the open bathroom door in a highly public part of the school with my belt open and completely undone. It was very obvious since the belt was long and literally flung to my side. I quickly turned around cause I didn't want anyone to see and refixed it bro-

It was in that same public setting I didn't walk back into the bathroom to fix it I just did so publicly was I scared. As I was wallowing in embarrassment in the bus, I decided that movie lloyd (and series lloyd) would do that and I felt a little better.

Movie lloyd especially cause his jacket is halfway stuck in his belt/pants and halfway not so it looks like he didn't fix his outfit before leaving the house and that's literally me. (One time I went to school with two different shoes on trust lloyd would to.)