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cutting makes ppl uncomfortable cos its the externalisation of mental illness. usually its invisible & therefore can be ignored or played down but once theres scars& shit its out there, undeniable. "its just a cry for help" yeah… exactly
"A girl´s gotta do what a girl's gotta do", made in 1998, gun approx 25 x 13cm (10" x 5.2"), cotton yarn. (source)
Two sides of the same coin
roni horn - still water (the river thames, for example) 1999
“Emotional abuse works like this: You are screamed at, and then, not knowing any better, you stand up for yourself. You think this is a way of being strong. You think this is a defense tactic.But this only provokes more screaming. Going silent provokes more screaming too, but usually it keeps the threats to the minimum. It keeps it just at screaming and not: a shove down the stairs, or order to pack your stuff and get out. So you learn how to go silent. How to play dead. How to cry without making a noise. How to swallow noise. How to wipe your cheeks, get out of the car, and go about your day. You learn. And when the screaming has stopped, when the two of you are in the car or out to dinner and they’re all smiles, all asking for favors, all questions, you are still hurt and annoyed and want to ask them, how? How can you speak to me like that? How can you pretend you did not say those things? How can you have forgotten? But you’ve learned. So you listen to, “Can I borrow your key”s and “how was your day”s and you play dead. You swallow the noise. And sometimes it doesn’t matter who is speaking to you, it doesn’t matter if they’re a friend, it doesn’t matter if their criticism is constructive, it doesn’t matter. You’ve learned. Any sort of speaking, any raising of the voice, any insult and you play dead.”
— Good Girl, Lora Mathis (via lora-mathis)
seeking, yearning, reaching hands
i swear to god if i don't get this adhd diagnosis within the next few months i will lose it more than i already have i literally feel useless "why do you always forget things" shut up or i'll kill you
This photo made my day. Solidarity with #GiselePelicot and all survivors.
the angels look down to protect us
Joi new work
“Some people go shopping, I cut myself” - Angelina Jolie
I did something I never throught I'd like and I saw God
okay you know the drill. rb with your 2nd and 8th most listened to song of this year.
If you have Spotify reblog this and tag what your number one song on your “on repeat” playlist is.
the trick for enjoying a new video game is avoiding the internet’s opinion on it
he’s just like me fr
Hello ♡ this isn’t related to my usual content, but I just wanted to say something/
I keep seeing posts from teens going through tough times on my feed, and I want you to know that life does get better. I’m saying this as someone who spent their teenage years stuck in bed, depressed from a lot of traumatic stuff. I know right now things might feel hopeless, but I promise the universe — or whatever higher power you believe in — will give you so many chances. Things can get better. Like Lana Del Rey said, "Fairytales always have a happy ending, and if you’re not happy, then it’s not the ending."
Sending lots of love to everyone from the bottom of my heart
fairy receiver by masaaki sasamoto
There is no prize to perfection… only an end to pursuit.
Warsan Shire, from "For Women Who Are Difficult to Love"