Give Yourself Permission To Be Who You Are, Fear Does Not Exist In A Space Where Gratitude Is Always

Imagine romanticizing the grind when you live in a universe that has a large expanse of grasslands and colorful endemic birds

i've been craving matcha milk so much mmm it's so good when its cold and sweetened but the weather is slightly warm outside so you take a sip it feels like you can taste the mellow notes of summer in your mouth, doesn't really hit the same in winter though :/

the angels look down to protect us

It’s normal for your symptoms to worsen when you get out of a bad situation. There are any number of reasons this can happen and they’re all valid.

This doesn’t mean you were better off in the situation. This doesn’t mean you’re weak. It doesn’t mean you’re a failure because you’re struggling with it now.

૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა 08/02/24

all is not lost and grief is needed in order to heal.

ive been trying to make myself all put together and healed up when i havent even done the first step yet which is grieving, ive been putting it off for so long but the reality is that healing does not come without intense emotional releases and i had no idea that i was damaging myself by not allowing myself to process it all, now that i did that today it is very much tiring but its so much more better than staying in an anxious and low state all the time. all is well !! and i believe i will get better and love myself more each and everyday

its really hard to admit that i let someone treat me like i was less than and believed it but also the fact that i saw myself as less deserving, i dont want to be hateful at my past self so all i can do is love and let go no matter how long it takes to do so,, i'll def be sleeping with a clear mind and come to the acceptance of that pain

but i also finished my kuromi lego set today !! look it >

in another universe i don’t have to wear my hijab and anti religious people won’t judge me for choosing to stay modest 

8/5/25

okay fuck it we're starting this again

today i had a verbal shutdown for the first time IN PUBLIC and it was really awkward navigating it

i bought a chiikawa blind box, havent opened it yet tho

had this on repeat for an hour today

i puke out all my thoughts into diary form and i love it cause its my mini corner of the internet :3 [making an actual intro and masterlist eventually]

can you fucking please look at yourself with the eyes of a lover? fuck

NCT DREAM - Rains in Heaven