TELL Me When You're Busy

i hate when they dont message for a single day so now im undergoing mental torture constantly switching between "oh god something happened please be okay please be okay please god be okay" and "stop fucking ignoring me you make me sick you make me sick you make me fucking sick"

I’ve lost so much of myself in other people I’m not sure what’s left

ngl but if im giving u attention its basically like someone trying to hand you a billion dollars and yet some motherfuckers want to be like "ehhh i dont really want the billion dollars. Maybe some other time." What the fuck.

so embarrassing to have my mood swing based off of someone else’s interactions with me

self sabotaging is one of my fav hobbies

i hope they realize how much sweeter i was than they deserved

I will never trust anyone again, people are bad, selfish and cruel!!!!

ohhhh so you only gave me affection and attention for a month to "entertain yourself" ohhh okay that makes sense.

actually no what the FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??

just bc i dont see myself as human doesn't mean i dont want to be fucking treated like one holy shit.