When I Was Seven I Spilled Glitter All Over My Bedroom Floor. It Was A Glorious, Sparkling Chaos, And

When I was seven I spilled glitter all over my bedroom floor. It was a glorious, sparkling chaos, and even as I got yelled at, I thought how beautiful it was, golden glimmers winking at me in the sun.

Despite multiple attempts to clean it up, every now and then I’d still catch a glint, now and again, in between the cracks in the floorboard, the bottom of a drawer or caught in the tread of my slippers. I am three decades older and have moved house six times since then, and the other day I opened a box containing bits and pieces from my childhood (old toys, diaries) and a small shower of glitter fell once more to the floor.

All these years later, and my beautiful mistake is still ingrained into my universe, impossible to extricate or forget.

Remember me, the glitter says, bright and bold and irrepressible. Remember how happy I made you for one brief moment before you spent your life trying to get rid of me.

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3 years ago

Alberu before and after talking to cale

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stelartz

4 years ago

"BE NOT AFRAID"

might post some tcf later, still binge-reading it so here is another of my art skjfkfj

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stelartz

8 months ago

Will everything be better if i disappear

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stelartz

4 years ago

source

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stelartz

2 years ago

AGHKKK ur making my heart melt thank u so muchhh

In the near future, I hope they're happily farming

Anyways, ive been dealing with issues and add that with my art block huhu. I was really struggling when I was drawing this cuz my artblock keeps coming back

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stelartz

3 years ago

I'm really trying to draw but holy shit my mental state rn is not good 😂😂 my brain been trying to kill me like bitch i just wanna draw choicale 💀💀💀

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stelartz

3 years ago

ayo i found 2 pages with head angles of humans and animals, could be useful to anyone reading this

hoomans

animals

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stelartz

4 years ago

「 Incarnation Kim Dokja will be killed by the person he loves most.」 — chapter 173

i will now be sobbing in the corner 😭

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stelartz

4 years ago

Modern AU

this Au lives in my rent-free 😭💕💕

modern au by: @heart-select AAAAA💕💕

pls i needed this because i read some really angsty fic about tcf and I— 😭😭 the apple pie is only a plushy lmaoo

kinda feel like the children will remember cale djdjdja

pls i did this when we didnt have wifi so the uniform is diff cuz i dont have a reference HAHAHAH

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stelartz

9 months ago

WHY ARE PEOPLE COMMENTING THINGS LIKE "strawberry cale 🍓" or "strawberry choi han 🍓" WHAT DO THEY MEAN???? WHAT DID I MISS IN THE FANDOM???

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