Starstrucklighttimemachine - I Don't Even Know Anymore

OBI-WAN KENOBI (2022)

i have so many hobbies and interests but each day the four horsemen (instant gratification, shortened attention span, procrastination, exhaustion) grab me by the throat and shake me until i collapse in my comfy bed

the jason grace who had dimples. the jason grace that loved to put flowers in his hair. the jason grace who plays the guitar. the jason grace that dreamt with having three kids, two boys and a girl. the jason grace who never showed his weaknesses. the jason grace who tried to make things right with reyna. the jason grace who put his friends beyond himself. the jason grace who needed therapy. the jason grace that just wanted to have a family and settle down. the jason grace who’s favorite food were brownies. the jason grace who wore glasses. the jason grace who loved italian food. the jason grace who had self esteem issues. the jason grace who loved to cuddle. the jason grace who just needed a bit of love.

Congrats on the follower milestone!!! Could I maybe, sort of, kind of have a drabble for rebelcaptain; “Shut up, it’s fine, just chill, we’re fine, I’m fine, everything is cool, everything is good! We’re chill, nothing is happening and I am not freaking out, not at all, we’re FINE.” I'm vaultfox on AO3 as well :D

Ahhh I’m so glad you chose this prompt, honestly. Sorry for the wait over the weekend, but hopefully you enjoy! I am so thankful I met you through this blog :))

I lowkey consider this in the same universe as Our Little Song, but you don’t need to read that to understand!

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“Alright,” Jyn finished pulling on her boots and stood from thebed, smiling at Cassian. “I’ll just be a few hours. I assure you that you will be fine.” She gave him a stern look. “But,if you two are not both in perfect working order when I return, I will havewords for you.”

Cassian gulped. “Yes, ma’am.”

Walking to the foot of the bed, Jyn kneeled down, eye level withthe crib there and the child that rested inside. She smiled, the soft gestureCassian had only seen her wear since their daughter was born, and ran herfingers over the baby’s soft tufts of dark hair.

“Careful,” Cassian warned, “You’ll wake her.”

Jyn smirked at him. “But then it would be your job to get her backto sleep.”

Cassian raised an eyebrow at her. “Exactly.”

She laughed and pulled her pack over her shoulder as shestraightened. “The great Cassian Andor, defeated by his one month old daughter.Wait until I tell Leia,” Jyn teased.

“Weren’t you leaving?” Cassian reminded her, his lips pursed intoa thin line.

“I’m going; I’m going.” She leaned down to give him a quick kissbefore adding, “You’ll be fine, Cassian. I believe in you.”

Watching her walk away, Cassian wished he could believe that too.

Cassian’s original goal while Jyn traveled to the local villagewas to stay quiet. After all, Lyrahad only just fallen asleep minutes before Jyn left; perhaps, if nothingdisturbed her, she would continue to sleep, warm and snug in her blankets,until Jyn returned.

But when had Cassian ever been lucky?

Ten minutes after Jyn left, a loud wail startled Cassian uprighton the couch where he attempted to doze. So much for hoping Lyra would sleepthe afternoon away.

Cassian crept into the bedroom and knelt beside the crib. Hisdaughter continued to cry as Cassian ran a finger over her scrunched-up face.Her tiny hands curled into tight balls as her father attempted to shush her.Careful with her tiny, delicate body – Cassian often felt he had handled bombsless fragile than her during the war – he brought her to his shoulder, his handcradling her head.

“Lyra, mi amor, I’mright here,” he cooed into her ear, gently rocking back and forth.

And yet the screams continued.

Cassian continued down his mental checklist of baby care: herocked her, fed her, changed her; nothing quieted her distress. As the minutesticked by, Cassian glanced more and more often towards the door, hoping, praying for Jyn to walk through thedoors. What if something happened to Jyn; what if something was horribly wrongif Lyra; what if…

“Shut up, it’s fine, just chill, we’re fine,” Cassian muttered to himself, still swaying Lyra back and forth in hisarms, “I’m fine, everything is cool,everything is good! We’re chill, nothing is happening and I am not freakingout, not at all, we’re FINE.”

Like Cassian had muttered magic words, Lyrastopped crying. She leaned back to gaze at her father’s face, cheeks still abright red, eyes glistening with tears, but miraculously silent. She hiccuppedonce, twice, and opened her mouth again – Cassian braced himself for thescreaming to start again –but she only gave a deep exhale and settled intoCassian’s chest, nuzzling her face along his collarbone.

Cassian struggled to keep the confusion off hisface as her breathing evened out. He had no logical explanation for what hadcalmed his daughter, but, Cassian reasoned, half of parenting is simply pureluck.

okay but are you going to be understanding if your dom is a little nervous and not as suave as you'd expect their first few times when domming you? are you going to make them feel comfortable enough to slip into the role without making them feel stupid about it? are you going to accept that real sex is not always as rigid as it would seem in text posts or your fantasies and that it is okay if there are some unserious moments in between the intensity? do you understand that we are all just people having fun and we need to be gentle with each other when showing this vulnerability?

Cassian: The stars are beautiful tonight.

Jyn: Yeah.

Cassian: But do you know what else is beautiful?

Jyn *blushing*: What?

Cassian: Yo-

K-2SO: Me.

Cassian coming back for jyn.

I’ve been recruiting for the Rebellion for a long time.

Bella Ramsey is doing an amazing job as Ellie and if you disagree you’re wrong

Remember, a Jedi’s strength flows from the Force. But beware: Anger, fear, aggression - the dark side, are they. Once you start down the dark path, forever will it dominate your destiny. Luke… Luke… do not… Do not underestimate the powers of the Emperor…or suffer your father’s fate you will. Luke… when gone am I, the last of the Jedi, will you be. Luke… the Force runs strong in your family. Pass on what you have learned. Luke… There… is… another… Sk… Sky… walker…