People Are So Complicated And I Don’t Understand What’s So Different About Me That Makes Relationships

People are so complicated and I don’t understand what’s so different about me that makes relationships so hard I always try to do the right thing but always I’m too unstable too strange too much for most I like to pretend that I am well enough to be left completely alone and that I need no one, even though this is not true I still feel that I would somehow be better off unknown and unloved and moved through life as John Doe, for then I might find peace. For now, I just beg for this to be over.