People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.
I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.
I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.
There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me
Everybody who says Yuuji shoved Blobkuna up his pussy is correct btw
YUUJI & CHOSO in Jujutsu Kaisen 2.22 | “変身-弐-” • Metamorphosis, Part 2
sam wilson deserves better
a collection of a fifty+ part storyline aiming to give Loki the happy ending that he deserved.
— PAIRING: Loki x fem!reader
— WARNINGS: drabbles have their various warnings. everything from suggestive quips to heart wrenching angst, with a majority of ridiculously fluffy goodness.
— NOTES: i write everything out of order! what started as drabbles started connecting and became this. i do not own any rights to Loki or the MCU, nor receive any profit from these works. this is just writing for my own educational, nonprofit purposes!
this story is incomplete. i have a million drafts and requests in the works that will be filling in many of the gaps in this storyline as well as continuing it. thank you so very much for your support, comments and feedback truly, truly keep me going! happy reading!
~~ shawarma
~~ nipnops
~~ is that—is that stubble??
~~ enemies to fake lovers
~~ don’t you dare
~~ coworkers
~~ loki just wants his snickers
~~ put on a smile, pork chop
~~ there was only one chair
~~ spilt coffee
~~ lunch break
~~ don’t touch me
~~ mind games
~~ softer sides
~~ people like you?
~~ that’s my boyfriend
~~ …progress?
~~ let me bleed
~~ haircuts and interrogations
** more coming soon between these**
~~ what is this?
~~ a drunken confession (possible placeholder)
** more coming soon between these**
~~ i want you (au)
~~ first-ish date
~~ favourite hoodie
~~ celebrity crush
~~ loki’s library
~~ thor.
~~ sunflowers
~~ loki’s sense of humor
~~ thankful for you
~~ november first
~~ attempt number one
~~ evil nose
~~ i’m going to marry you
~~ the proposal—wait no, jk
~~ dance lessons
~~ ormstunga
~~ a proposal
~~ not-so-royal wedding
~~ the morning after
~~ i licked it, so it’s mine
~~ second time’s the charm
~~ true form
~~ nicknames and braids
~~ quarantine
~~ definition of perfection
~~ getting ready
~~ valentine’s day
~~ an office visit
~~ disgusting domesticity
~~ love is pain (au)
~~ nipples.
~~ home late
~~ gingerbread messes
~~ i miss you, you know.
~~ easy like a sunday morning
~~ jealous kisses
~~ i’m in pain. period.
~~ safety dance
~~ do you want to have a baby?
~~ i’m pregnant…
~~ appreciation
~~ you’re not driving.
~~ elliot?
~~ loki’s sleepy :’)
~~ nursery painting, ‘nuff said
~~ unexpected
~~ elliot.
~~ dusted (au)
~~ baby fever
~~ first time in asgard
~~ baby’s first christmas
~~ ah-loo!
~~ kings don’t change diapers
~~ dentist trip
~~ tessi the tesseract
~~ syrupy slip-up
~~ foot massage
~~ true loves kiss…blegh.
~~ hide n seek
~~ the mini-asgardians
~~ you’re not dying.
~~ you lost your kid?
~~ i saw mommy kissing santa claus
~~ tired + horny parents
~~ disneyland
~~ little monster
~~ lonely
~~ don’t tell dad.
~~ the Question
~~ like real people do
~~ microwave baby
~~ simple-thee pains
~~ peppermint and tears
~~ frigg.
~~ mortality
~~ frigg’s favourite
~~ bappy hirthday, momma
~~ frigg made me do it
~~ bad timing
~~ pantless prince
~~ blue
~~ a good friend
~~ morgan potts-stark
~~ so there’s this girl.
~~ a study in hands
~~ frostbite prevention
~~ ew, Elliot, that’s gross
~~ ew, Elliot, that’s still gross
~~ the twins!! (au)
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"are you okay?" no I got way too attached to a fictional character and now they're dead