like/ reblog this post to pat him on the head
If you are like me with the anxiety and the depression and the executive dysfunction
- DON'T say to yourself "I need to take a shower"
-showering is a long multistage process that requires you to be vulnerable (naked, wet, blots out sound, what if someone calls/rings the doorbell, etc)
-INSTEAD say to yourself "I'm just gonna go turn on the water right quick"
-small one step task checked off your list
-your anxiety brain is a dumb motherfucker and it will be none the wiser that you have tricked it into BEGINNING the shower process
-once the water is running you are already there in the bathroom with the water running so you might as well finish the job
NOTE that this trick works for like. Fucking everything.
-Don't "work on your WIP"-- just open the document
-don't "make the scary phone call" -- just pull up the number in your contacts
-don't "make lunch" -- just pull out a loaf of bread
-don't "do the dishes" -- just open the dishwasher. Literally just open it
Remember ur anxiety brain is a dumb motherfucker and that you CAN therefore TRICK it into being functional
also bonus tip: for those times when u just need to lie on the floor and be a worthless lump of anxiety-ridden garbage for a few hours, download Duolingo and pick a language. Are you going to be fluent in a week? No. But it's easy to focus on and that way when you've been down there for half a day and your shitty fukken brain is trying to convince you you're garbage because it KEPT you there, you can counter with "excuse you I just spent the last four hours TEACHING MYSELF A FOREIGN LANGUAGE you punk ass bitch."
Good luck out there kids I believe in u
Whatever you do, don’t think about how someday, Michael will emerge from the place he’s hidden away in to a world where his dad doesn’t exist anymore, and he won’t be able to truly know why. Don’t think about how c!Tubbo has to go home to an empty mansion, and sit alone and think about how the last conversation he had with his husband wasn’t necessarily a good one, and now they’ll never resolve whatever was wrong that day. Don’t think about how c!Tommy named “Tubbo and Ranboo” as his friends when c!Dream asked, and now he now has to deal with the fact that one of the only people he felt was there for him when nobody else was, is gone. Don’t think about how c!Wilbur is inside of a burger van somewhere, wondering where his employee and his new friend, the person who believed he wasn’t a bad person, who believed in him, is. Don’t think about how c!Fundy will likely hear the news of what happened in front of the prison and come to the realization that he never got the chance to make up with somebody who used to be his best friend. Don’t think about how Enderchest sits in darkness somewhere, waiting for an owner to return to her that never will.
Because if you do, like me, you might be a tad bit saddened.
here's to fifteen years of christmas together <3
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2020 ranboo would collapse on the spot. evaporate even. if he watched a 2022 ranboo stream i think.
bootwt: where is c!ranboo we miss him
o!ranboo: can we talk about my day
You've got Spooky Ranmail!
[START ID] Ranboo (Sent at 20:06 GMT+8): :)
Attached is a video of Ranboo placing a cassette tape inside a portable cassette player, pressing play and pulling his hand away as a slowed version of Fallen Down plays. [END ID]
"Each character has their own version of the afterlife Ranboo's is a field of sunflowers There Ranboo spends time with his friends made from his own recollections. But as he gradually loses his memory, friends disappear into an endless thicket of flowers"