I'll Just Be Chilling And Laughing About Something Then Suddenly My Voice Is The Grossest Thing I've

I'll just be chilling and laughing about something then suddenly my voice is the grossest thing I've ever heard, my chest is too big, my words are too mixed. The walls are too tight and air isn't right and I'm doing... nothing to stop it. I sit and I stare and I am for once silent. The people around me do not question, as silence from such a noisy creature is rare and peaceful. Yet does the silence kill the lamb, blood trickles down your arm as a stream trickles water, and nothing makes sense in the end. You read this for what? You breathe for what? You continue this scrappy life of passing through the world, there but not. Aware but not. Conscious but not. Hopeful but not. You are you. I am me. Or must I be? Are we to be? Are you me? Am I you? Who is to say? Who is to blame? What is to blame? You spiral farther and farther and deeper and lower and the endless seam cracks and breaks and you're confused but you don't dare call out, not to the void. Not to such a precious thing. Cherished pain and fragmented memories and pointless words that scream nothing with wishes to speak of something, anything, so much more than this mess.

Because art is an expression, and nothing is real. If everything is made up, how are we to feel?

They say to count your days and keep your blessings close

Or was it the other way, where nothing is to cope?

Because you read this and wonder if there's even a point, a message

So, I'll be straight here- I think I want to end this

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3 months ago

In regards of the Trump government scraping all trans inclusion in its queer information portion of its websites I have made this thing. Spread the word. Don't let them pretend we never existed.

text: "IT'S NOT LGB IT'S LGBTQ+" image: shows a digitally drawn intersex inclusive progress flag made with a paint like texture. Shows three kittens in front made in the colors light blue, white and pink.
text: "FUCK TRUMP" image: shows a digitally drawn intersex inclusive progress flag made with a paint like texture. Shows three kittens in front made in the colors light blue, white and pink.
top text: "IT'S NOT LGB IT'S LGBTQ+" image: shows a digitally drawn intersex inclusive progress flag made with a paint like texture. bottom text: "WE WILL NEVER FORGET OUR TRANS SIBLINGS" with the word "never" underlined in red.

P.S: Don't like! Reblog! <3

EDIT: Well this got a lot of attention! I got a few users asking to print or repost my art and I am unimaginably grateful to everyone's interest, especially since it's a really simple drawing I made on a whim haha! Anyone who is looking to print these out to hang or hand out or repost on another platform is free to do so, although I ask you to credit me and let people know it's from my Tumblr profile! If anyone wishes to do anything else with my art or post and wants to clarify what I consent to then they can message me privately and I'll explain! <333 all my love to my queer siblings

EDIT: I made an LGBTQIA+ version with a focus on trans and intersex folks, it's on my pinned if you prefer this version of the acronym.

5 months ago

Thanks for the tag :3

Grah that quiz was unneedingly hard [I can't make decisions]

Thanks For The Tag :3
Thanks For The Tag :3

But thanks! Accurate, I totally would flirt with the hero and villain ✨️

@arunoy @kk-cats @kickbutts-singsongs @nooneimportant2467

Consider yourself tagged if you are reading this:

Make this picrew of yourself

Take this uquiz (How Fandom Would See You If You Were A Fictional Character)

Thank you for the tag @machiavellli !

Consider Yourself Tagged If You Are Reading This:
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9 months ago

He so would too, no regrets

I Couldn't Help Myself.

I couldn't help myself.


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7 months ago

I didn't die guys lol

Soooo I got a new artbook, nice nice. Working on just some random sketches in the middle of class. Also, decided to, why not, redesign Cinnamon and Zeraura, my first ever ocs and lesbians for like the 50th time now because I've yet to make one I like.

I Didn't Die Guys Lol

I've only finished a rough draft for Zeraura, and I actually really like how these are coming out this time. As you can probably guess, she's a total simp-

I'm almost done with Cinnamons, just need to do the clothing. In the meantime have this sticker some random guy gave me and a doodle of my sona

I Didn't Die Guys Lol

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3 months ago

Yk what I think gets too much hate?

OC x canon

Like dude, it's 2025, the world is dying, and this is what your pissy about? Boo hoo, I'm gonna fill my sketchbooks with this silly guy I love and my oc, ooh, they're holding haaaanddsss oooohhh scaryyyy


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7 months ago
My Half-awake Drawing For Today's Inktober. Because It Was All I Could Think Of Lol

My half-awake drawing for today's inktober. Because it was all I could think of lol

Goretober writing is absolutely kicking my ass, ideas are going down the drain lol. Though I'll most likely doing tomorrow's, which is stitches. Why? Because.


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5 months ago

Just a little experiment, but reblog if you love the League of Villains and dislike the bnha ending.


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1 month ago
HOW ARE WE FEELING CHAT

HOW ARE WE FEELING CHAT

*silence*

Haha yeah that's fair

I might've died. My fault gang.

I do apologize for not posting here for like- *checks nonexistent watch*...months? Maybe?

I've been very, how do you say, indulged in sleeping. I lied okay maybe not. I wish. I've had work and it's been tiring after, so I haven't been all up with the things I'd like to do and had told myself I would work on. This goes for both of my accounts.

But good news!! My patch pants!! Are coming along nicely :]

I don't think I'm gonna post them on here because I'd be too anxious if someone irl recognized me from my tumblr lol that would be embarrassing. But I can tell you I've been using many mediums of art to put this together and I'm rather proud of how it is so far. I have a deadline I've set for myself for next friday so. Yay.

All in alllll~ sorry I haven't been posting. I've been tired, but I have been working I promise. Okee byee<3


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2 months ago

Guys I think their name is just-birthed few currency

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