⋆。‧˚ʚ💋ɞ˚‧。⋆ 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐩𝐭
❝ i’m fine. just... blurry. ❞
❝ how long have i been awake? ❞
❝ i’m not even tired anymore. that’s the scary part. ❞
❝ sorry, what were you saying? i spaced out. ❞
❝ do my eyes look as bad as they feel? ❞
❝ i swear i just blinked. was that a nap? ❞
❝ i think my thoughts are melting. ❞
❝ caffeine is basically my blood type at this point. ❞
❝ i can’t tell if i’m hallucinating or dreaming with my eyes open. ❞
❝ i should sleep. but if i stop, i’m afraid i won’t start again. ❞
❝ don’t let me fall asleep here. seriously. ❞
❝ i’m running on fumes and bad decisions. ❞
❝ every time i close my eyes, it feels like i’m falling. ❞
❝ i forgot what rested feels like. ❞
❝ if i sleep, i’ll miss everything. ❞
❝ i’m too tired to be mad… so congrats, i guess. ❞
❝ i can’t think straight. not with this fog in my head. ❞
❝ my body’s here, but the rest of me checked out hours ago. ❞
❝ sleep is a luxury i can’t afford right now. ❞
❝ i think i’m dreaming. wait... am i dreaming? ❞
❝ my nightmares are waiting for me. i’d rather stay awake. ❞
❝ i need to rest, but resting feels like surrender. ❞
❝ there’s no peace when i close my eyes. ❞
❝ i’m scared to sleep. i’m scared of what’s waiting in the dark. ❞
❝ i can’t stop. if i do, everything falls apart. ❞
❝ don’t ask if i’m okay—just lie with me for a little while. ❞
❝ i didn’t mean to snap. i’m just... so tired. ❞
❝ sleep doesn’t help anymore. it just delays the crash. ❞
❝ the world feels louder when you haven’t slept. ❞
❝ i’m unraveling, thread by thread. ❞
❝ every second awake feels like it’s clawing at my brain. ❞
❝ i’m afraid if i close my eyes, you’ll be gone when i wake up. ❞
❝ i’ve been running on survival mode for too long. ❞
❝ this isn’t living, this is drifting. ❞
❝ sometimes being awake hurts less than the dreams. ❞
❝ i don’t know if i’m tired or if i’m just... done. ❞
❝ my thoughts keep looping like a broken record. ❞
❝ i keep thinking maybe i’ll rest when it’s all over. ❞
❝ i can’t sleep. not when you’re still hurting. ❞
❝ i keep waiting for morning, but it never comes. ❞
❝ my body aches like grief. ❞
❝ i’m holding on. barely. ❞
❝ i’m so tired, i forgot why i started this. ❞
「 RP MEME : SPARRING / TRAINING . 」 * change pronouns as needed .
‘ let’s go again. ’
‘ i’m not done yet. ’
‘ you’re focusing too much with your left/right foot. ’
‘ here, try it again. ’
‘ steady your breathing. ’
‘ you’re getting better. ’
‘ you’re getting sloppy. ’
‘ show me what you’ve got. ’
‘ too slow. ’
‘ you’re moving too fast! ’
‘ watch me first. ’
‘ no, hold the gun/staff like this. ’
‘ straighten your posture. ’
‘ am i too stiff? ’
‘ i’m don’t think i’m getting this. ’
‘ it’s six am. it’s time to train. ’
‘ i don’t need your help. ’
‘ i can train by myself, thanks. ’
‘ i’m just trying to help you. ’
‘ that’s right. let it all out. ’
‘ you’re letting your emotions control you. ’
‘ clear your mind. ’
‘ we’re done for today. ’
‘ good job out there. ’
‘ i think you’re already better than me. ’
‘ no offense. you’re good, but you’ll never be better than me. ’
‘ stretch first, then we’ll get started. ’
‘ wait for my word, then throw the first punch. ’
‘ teach me that move. ’
‘ i want to learn from you. ’
‘ focus! ’
yeliza: yeah ... sex is cool, but have you ever fucked the system ???
after 700+ hrs on the sims I have just learnt how to make residential places public and I've made a really cool public pool 😌
I'll work on more replies and starters later but imma play on the sims for a bit you can also catch me on disco @ russian_hannah_montana
My favorite Tudor costumes (28/37):
Elizabeth of York’s blue and silver dress + blue add on sleeves in The White Princess (2017)
* ━━━━━━━━━━━━ @espercr: ‘ let’s go again. ’
SQUARED SHOULDERS DROP SLOWLY; strikes are measured, restrained, her hand a breath away from delivering a blow that would send the other sprawling. Aware of the line between teaching and hurting, holding back just enough to keep the lesson intact.
Sharp inhale as hands lowering back to her sides, her posture relaxes “ okay , if you're sure ?? ” she pauses minutely to grab her water bottle “ lets take fifteen, get some water and we can go over how you're doing so far. ”
English isn’t Yeliza’s first language, so when she insults people, it’s strangely creative. Instead of swearing, she once called Tony a "malfunctioning toaster," Peter a "discount action figure," and Bucky a "sentient brick." Her deadpan delivery makes it even funnier — and somehow more brutal. Actual cursing ?? Only in Russian.
even in her human form Yeliza has fangs, nothing you'd notice at first until you're really looking at her and then you'll notice her canines are sharper and slightly longer than yours.
* ━━━━━━━━━━━━ @ppctts: Send me a 🚶 and I’ll introduce you to an NPC in my muse’s life.
Yelizaveta && Bucky Barnes' daughter.
Mila Barnes was born in the middle of the apocalypse. Born from an unlikely relationship between Bucky Barnes and Yelizaveta Osborn. She was everything. Yeliza’s whole reason for breathing. Mila had her dad’s soft, blue eyes and her mom’s stubborn jaw, already a little sparkplug before she could even walk. Funny, bossy, so sure of herself. In ways Yeliza admired. Even when everything around them was falling apart, Mila made it feel like maybe — maybe — they could survive it.
But the world didn’t care.
Mila was only five years old when it all finally came crashing down. The symbiote war got worse, the raids more brutal. One night, another camp came for them — and when it was over, Bucky and Mila were gone. Just like that. Yeliza was left behind, with nothing but blood on her hands and a grief she has never gotten past. She doesn't want too.