I have been going back and forth on these for so long?? These are technically the first drawings I ever did of Neil or Allison, they're part of a bigger conglomerate but I don't love the drawings that I did for all of them.,. I keep coming back to these two, though! haha I love them! They're besties, I'm convinced.
Neil Josten is an amazing protagonist and here’s why‼️ first off he gets into the juicy stuff from page one! “Oh? Wanna hear about my dead mom? Sure! Why would I lie to myself when I can lie to everyone else?” Also ever read about a character being a bitch and you wanna jump their ass and tell them they’re a stupid bitch? NEIL JOSTEN WILL!! He will not hesitate to go for the damn throat. Abuser you wish would die? Boom he took out a hit on them. Character being a bitch? You know I get it. Also he sees problems and he fixes them‼️ bob the builder ass over here rekindling connections n shit. You see the twinyards and wish, damn wish they would talk to each other, well good for you Neil Josten is going to poke them with a stick until they do!! I just love Neil so bad can you tell…
If only Aftg was set in current times. Kevin and Neil would have loved the ESPN app
Screaming dying rolling on the floor this is beautiful
forever partner friday but it's on a saturday and i gave up halfway through so its messy as hell
anways... what's spookier than the nest am i right
no rizz just infinite aura and ambidextrousness and big green eyes. oh and a face tattoo.
I said this in another post, but it bears repeating:
Neil is to crime what Andrew is to Exy. Supernaturally talented and unstoppable if he wanted, but due to his general lack of interest nerfs himself.
Everyone should be grateful Neil finds crime boring and uninteresting compared to Exy cause he would have been the Kevin Day of crime, surpassing his father and mother. Nora confirmed in the EC that if the Moriyamas had messed with Andrew, Neil would have carefully and competently dismantled their empire and watched all of them burn. He was practically lab created and stress tested his whole life to fight, outlive, and outsmart criminal masterminds.
My headcannon is Ichirou is secretly relieved that Nathaniel just wants to play stick ball.
Screaming crying rolling on the floor
This is gorgeous 
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Post game team shopping trip let's gooooo 🤠
So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.
I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.
I was going to make a bingo card for The Golden Raven but I couldn't think of enough things so here is a list of thoughts/predictions about the next book!
- Jean will talk to Bee after the press interview (hopefully sooner but knowing him he'll wait as long as possible)
- Everyone's favorite scathing diva Kevin Day will cry (Why? Idk, my spidey senses says it's going to happen)
- Jean tries boba and I don't think he'll like it
- Jeremy's banquet lore!!!!
- board game night board game night I need this I wanna see Jean get annoyed about monopoly, I think he'd be reluctant at first but he would end up having a lot of fun
- Jean drives a motorcycle
- Jean wears more colorful clothing/ a shirt with a fun pattern (if I had any ability to draw people I'd draw Jean wearing a shirt with a silly pattern, maybe one with little Barkbark von Barkentines on it)
- we'll find out what happened to Jeremy's brother
- Jean gets jewelry, I think he would like wearing rings
- Jeremy interaction with a real dog
- beach trip after the interview
new and improved articulation that i still cant quite put into words the way i want to. hence diagram.