I Couldnt End Tdov Without Posting Our Favorite Transfem Butch Ever

going to attempt a fiddleford animation.

whether or not it happens. i don’t know. but ill try maybe

i have mixed feelings about people giving spamton tits. i like the robotic puppet body a lot, but i guess i cant complain about titties

i physically could not sleep last night because of how much I was thinking about fiddleford so i decided to draw this instead of sleeping i have no idea what the storyline for this is it was like 2 am when i drew it but. its based on that one page in book of bill of fiddlefords mindscape? and originally i was just going to have him having a mental breakdown or whatever but then i was like hey it would be cool if i added like. ciphord in there. but with post canon fiddleford it doesnt make a lot of sense so. maybe its post canon fiddleford having a nightmare about the past with ciphord? maybe its him being stuck in the past? i dont know. i think the colors turned out cool though so. maybe it was worth losing an entire nights sleep over.

this interaction but with enard and… fiddlecoral? coral mcgucket? whatever his name would be. i don’t think he’d actually be a coral thing but this interaction is so them i had to draw it anyways.

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they’re just trying to help you.

guys im so sorry for posting angst on fiddleford friday but like... i have to talk about this can you imagine how stressful weirdmageddon was for him?? like dude. it would be like 15x as bad as during the construction of the portal. the entire town was counting on him to build this robot. not only does that include ford but probably most importantly tate. if he failed then his best friend and his kid would be trapped in stone forever, or destroyed, or whatever bill was going to do to them. and he wouldnt even get the chance to say goodbye or make up for his previous mistakes. if he was quintuple checking his equations for the portal, then imagine how many times he checked his equations when building the shack-a-tron. its also a really horrible loop because working on the thing made him stressed out about messing up, but building is also kind of his coping mechanism, so he builds to cope while stressing himself out even more. dude. give this man a hug. he should get a hug.

SEAP. BENDY. IVNNEY. ALL OF YOU. IM LOOKING AT YOU. LOCK YOUR DOORS AND WINDOWS TONIGHT. /J

fiddtober day 16. need a break from the angst for once lmao

are u a billford shipper

ok im going to answer this in as simple terms as i can i accept the fact that they are were in a canonical ABUSIVE relationship. however i feel that by saying i "ship" them, it implies that i find them a good pair. i do not. calling billford "toxic yaoi" feels like its romanticizing the abuse, especially since i myself am someone who has gone through similar things as ford with someone who did similar things as bill. it makes me feel icky. i find closure in the fact that ford was able to move on, because that means i can too. but with people shipping ford and bill it just. it pains me. so much. because i know what it feels like to be on fords side of things and its not a cutesy dynamic between the two of them. ford is a victim and bill is his abuser. if you ship it i wont go out of my way to hate you i just. eugh.

tldr: yeah its probably canon. but its still abusive and icky and feels kinda invalidating towards my own experiences.