how I look curled up in my bed as the body dysphoria sets in..
i don't even think they KNOW they're my fp at this point. ive told them before. so they either forgot or they don't give a fuck.
I just wanted to feel like I was worth something
I hate that there's no way to be disabled that people will accept.
If you show joy, or acceptance in your disability, you're not really disabled and no one will take you seriously when you do complain and well it can't be that bad and oh I'm sure you're used to it.
But if you're miserable then you're whiny and annoying and people hate that it's "all you talk about" and its always ugh you're always tired and can we please stop talking about this it's making me depressed and oh I'd kill myself if that happen to me.
If you're happy you have everything figured out and don't need help anyway but if you're miserable you're a whiny bitch that can't just suck it up. There's no winning
Disabled person: *exists* Able-bodied person™️:
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Shoutout to my homies who puke
Shoutout to my homies with ostomies
Shoutout to my homies with catheters
Shoutout to my homies who drool
Shoutout to my homies with facial disfigurements/differences
Shoutout to my homies in diapers
Shoutout to my homies who struggle with personal hygiene
Shoutout to every disabled person who’s ever been called “gross”
Y’all are beautiful and perfect the way you are. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise
I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE
Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please
I think one of the worst symptoms of bpd is the lack of emotional permanence no matter how many good and loving people you have in your life the second you are alone it feels like you were never loved and it was all just a figment of your imagination
"Can mutuals DM you?" moots can kick me, punch me in the throat, spit on my face, saw me in half, kiss me, obsess over me, stalk me idgaf
i just want someone to worship me to death and who never for a second even thinks about leaving me