So was I the only one who thought the new girl who took Hannah’s locker was going to be a recurrent character?
Just me?
Altight.
They scream and shout, I tune em out and make up my own mind!
That’s what you want for me? To be shut up in some prison for the criminally insane and drugged out of my mind?
I don’t know what I want for you. What I really want is something that can never happen.
For I can’t help falling in love with you
why should i go and fall apart for you
“one more chapter” “one more episode” “one more fanfic” “just five more minutes”
you ever just go about your day but your brain is haunted by Margaret Atwood whispering, "Male fantasies, male fantasies, is everything run by male fantasies? Up on a pedestal or down on your knees, it's all a male fantasy: that you're strong enough to take what they dish out, or else too weak to do anything about it. Even pretending you aren't catering to male fantasies is a male fantasy: pretending you're unseen, pretending you have a life of your own, that you can wash your feet and comb your hair unconscious of the ever-present watcher peering through the keyhole, peering through the keyhole in your own head, if nowhere else. You are a woman with a man inside watching a woman. You are your own voyeur"
1. It’s okay to not be okay
2. one day i’ll be okay
3. everyone has problems
4. One day i’ll find that person/friend that will understand me and be there for me no matter what
5. music is a therapy
6. create even when people tell me not to
7. follow what I believe in and go after what I want
8. keep creating
9. the voices in my head will keep trying to bring me down, but i’ll find a way to fight them
10. hold onto the one thing that brings me safety and comfort
11. Sometimes it’s hard to keep your faith strong. And it’s okay to question your faith.
12. there are others just like me, just trying to survive in a world filled with hatred and sadness.
13. Find my reason to stay alive
14. The things i see when i’m trying to sleep will be gone when I wake up
15. the morning is when night is dead
16. The agony will pass and I will find rest eventually
17. USE MUSIC TO SURVIVE
18. Dont take my life away from those who love me, even when i don’t feel loved.
19. There is someone out there who needs me just like I need TØP.
20. Keep dreaming. Keep creating. Keep living. Keep trying. Keep my head up. Keep breathing.
21. Stay Alive
…..I know there are more things they have taught me, but its 2am and i’m actually tired. So i’m gonna try to sleep.